Changes - yoonmin/vmin, germ./eng.

i'll be waiting there for you

Taehyung was laying in his bed, letting his mind wander around while listening to some music.

He stayed like that for the whole day, not having any power or motivation to get up and do something.

He felt so shitty and his heart was hurting.

Would he be able to talk to Jimin one more time? Or will he be forever gone?

Taehyung closed his eyes and made himself smaller, but nothing helped him.

Until the bell of his apartment rang. He lifted his head and stared at the door of his bedroom.

Should he get up? Maybe it was just the mail post.

But then it rang a second and third time and with a sigh he got up.

"Coming!" He called and opened the door, expecting to see a human dressed in yellow uniform but there was no mail man.

There was Jimin.

He stood there and looked at Taehyung with no expression but nevertheless, Taehyung felt like there were stones lifted from his chest.

Will Jimin give him a chance to explain?

"J-jimin..." Taehyung whispered and Jimin gave him a small –really small- smile. "Can I come in?"

Taehyung walked towards his living room and turned around towards Jimin, getting lost in his beautiful presence for a minute.

"D-do you want something to drink?" Taehyung asked and Jimin hesitated but nodded. "Water's fine."

When Taehyung got back, he sat down next to Jimin on the couch and swallowed hardly. Should he start a conversation? He was so scared to lose him. However, maybe it was his last chance. Was it his last chance? Will he be able to explain everything to Jimin? Will Jimin be his afterwards?

"J-jimin.. Look, I can't describe how much I'm sorry for what I did to you! I... if I had known it was your husband I would have never slept with him. I swear. I'm so so sorry..." He said with a broken voice signaling that he was close to crying. He felt the urge to grab Jimin's hand, but the second he took it, Jimin pulled away, looking down at his fingers.

"J-jimin...I'm so sorry.. So so damn sorry.." Taehyung whispered, now tears flowing down his face. Jimin lifted his head and looked at Taehyung.

His eyes weren't expressionless anymore. They were a pure chaos of different emotions and Jimin closed his eyes for a moment.

"Stop.. Please.. I don't want to hear it anymore." He whispered silently. "I don't want any apologies... and besides why are you even apologizing? You didn't know it was my husband... You did nothing wrong."

Jimin bit his lips and tensed up when Taehyung slid closer to him. "Can you please look at me?" He asked with the softest whisper and Jimin couldn't do anything else than to look up.

"Maybe it's not my fault and maybe I don't need to feel bad, but I do. I feel so guilty I couldn't sleep the last days nor did I really eat.. I... I feel so bad that I'm the reason you look so hurt right now... I'm the reason you're heart is broken when all I wanted was to give you happiness since the first time I saw you.."

"T-taehyung.. Please.. stop.. it's so complicated." Jimin whispered, but Taehyung didn't stop. He took Jimin's hands in his and this time, Jimin didn't pull back.

"Jimin, please. Hear me out. I need to tell you this!"

However, Jimin shook his head, ruffling his hair frustrated. Then he looked in Taehyung's eyes and Taehyung swore he never saw such a confused gaze.