Changes - yoonmin/vmin, germ./eng.

do you love me?

Song recommendation: Changes by XXXTENTACION

When Yoongi heard a rumbling at the door of the penthouse door, he couldn't believe it when Jimin was standing in the hallway, his suitcase by his side and a small smile playing at his lips.

He was unsure of what to do, of how to act since the last time he saw his husband was when he ran away from him.

The memory was still lingering in his mind and every time he played it in his head again, he hated himself a tiny bit more.

"J-jimin..." he whispered and stepped a few meters towards him. Jimin didn't move, he was playing with the hem of his jacket nervously and couldn't hold his gaze longer than a few seconds.

"H-hey..." his soft voice finally filled the silent penthouse again and Yoongi's heart made a painful jump at how much he had missed him.

Jimin wasn't gone for long, mostly since he didn't want to let Jay alone for too long, but still, these last two weeks were horror.

Namjoon and Jin were on their honeymoon. They even tried to postpone it as long as they were able to since they wanted to be there for Yoongi, but they couldn't rebook their flight.

That's why the last week Yoongi has been feeling more alone than ever. He cut the contact with Milan and Jungkook didn't want to talk to him.

He would always choose Jimin's side and Yoongi admired their strong friendship.

But it hurt him. It really hurt. The only positive thing was that he was able to spent a lot of time with his son.

Suddenly, he heard quick footsteps and saw a small body rushing past him which snapped him out of his thoughts and out of his longing stare at Jimin.

He saw Jimin lifting his son in his arms, turning around with him and smiling happily. Jay giggled cutely and held onto his dad strongly. Yoongi's smile fell.

What would it be like if Jimin really chose Taehyung? Would all those moments vanish away like thin air?

He shook his head and went to hug Jimin and Jay all together.

Jimin would choose him. He was sure of it.

A few hours later they were all cuddled up together in bed. Jay was laying in between them and was snoring lightly while clutching to his stuffed animal.

Jimin had his eyes fixed on his son, caressing his hair with soft strokes. Yoongi was laying on the other side, biting his lips in order to calm himself down.

He softly cleared his throat and slowly lifted his hand to take Jimin's in his.

Jimin's eyes flickered towards him and Yoongi's words got stuck in his throat. He never felt as guilty as he did right now.

But he didn't have to start since Jimin spoke up.

"I...I-I'm sorry that I just disappeared without talking to you first." He whispered and his eyes went back to his son who was slowly turning around in his sleep, murmuring incoherent words.

Yoongi smiled sadly and squeezed his hand gently. "Don't... don't feel sorry.. it was your right to take time for yourself. I'm the only one who should feel sorry here."

Jimin softly sighed and shook his head. "N-no... you're not... but let's talk about it tomorrow when Jay's at school, okay?"

Yoongi nodded, his head swirling with questions, panic and anxiety.

...

In the morning, Jimin felt Jay crawling on top of him. "Papa! Wake up! Appa is already up making us breakfast." Jay said into Jimin's ear with way too much excitement at this time in the morning and with a small groan but a grin he opened his eyes.