His blurred eyes

Boyfriend

"You okay?"
Aziel asks as I wake up, gasping for air.

Not fully aware of the fact I'm awake. Still thinking I'm in my dream.
"Nova?" he softly shakes me.

My eyes blink a few times before turning to the worried guy. Still wearing the accessories. One of my hands automatically clutch his shirt.

Unconsciously telling him to stay with me.

I need him. Right now. Even though it sounds crazy, I can't help it.

Both of his large hands touch my forehead like last night. The night that felt perfect but soon was ruined by the spoken words of the therapist.

"The fever is over...unfortunately."
I hit his stomach at his ridiculous attempt to cheer me up and him groaning after.

"That grave...was it there? I didn't see it."
"Who's grave?"

I tilt my head so that my side profile is completely smushed against his chest and point at the picture on my desk.

"Stupid Akira's."

The man undoubtedly doesn't have a clue what I'm muttering about.

"Are you sure you're awake?" he ridicules.
"Aziel..."
My tone is very serious.
"I need to find someone from the family Sato."

"Why?"
"So that I can figure out who the fuck Akira is."
"Why do you want to know that in the first place?"

I tighten my grip around his body and he keeps on caressing my hair. My little comfort buddy.
"I drew that mansion, Aziel. And it's right next to my mom's grave. This is not a coincidence."

His chin keeps on touching my dirty blonde hair as mister demon nods.
"How are you going to do it?"

I shake my little head that barely has enough room to do that.

"I don't know."

"Can I help you?"
I, again, change the position of my head to let my chin rest on his chest.

His chin and the rest of his face are in my view.

"I really appreciate the fact mister demon is trying to help but...I doubt you can. I hate to admit it but this is a battle I have to fight on my own like the knight I am."

"Well then I'm out of here."

My body gets exposed to the cold as he exits the bed and leaves me who fell on his spot after he let me lose my balance.

"Hey! Where are you going?"
"You said you didn't need my help?"

Aziel's innocent voice and eyes speak to me, letting me believe he's a genuine little kid.

While he literally is a demon.

"Yeah not in finding Sato but...I do for other stuff."
A smirk comes across his face.

I look at his split eyes as he leans on the wall.
"Like what?"
"I-uhm..."

Yeah Nova. Like what? Are you going to explain to him that you want his fucking company?! That you just want him to be here?!

Tell me Nova, how are you going to deal with the mess you just made!

"You really like me, don't you?"