y/n was laying down, looking at the ceiling, while her hand was tightly held by Mike's.
she looked over at him and Mike gave her a small smile; y/n gave him one back and waited patiently for the doctor to come in.
soon, the door opened and the doctor walked in with a clipboard in hand and looked over at the two of them.
"what is it?" y/n asked.
"it's hard for me to say this miss l/n..." the doctor replied and looked down.
"what? where's my baby?" y/n questioned, panicking.
"calm down y/n" Mike said and held her hand tighter.
"what's the problem? why isn't she here?" y/n asked concernedly.
"your baby...couldn't make it" the doctor admitted.
"w-what? how?" y/n asked while tearing up.
"she lost her life during the birthing process, i'm so sorry" the doctor said.
"no no this isn't happening" y/n cried and looked down.
Mike hugged her tightly while the doctor gave them a pity look and walked out of the room.
"it's all my fault...it's all my fucking fault" y/n said through her sobs.
"it's not your fault y/n, stop saying that" Mike assured her.
"i should just fucking kill myself" y/n said and scratched her face in anger.
"y/n stop! that's enough! you didn't do anything wrong" Mike told her.
"i want my baby damn it! i want her...i waited so long for her... she cant be gone, she can't Mike" y/n said in a broken voice.
"i know but y/n-" Mike was saying until he got cut off by seeing y/n rip the iv drip off her arm.
y/n screamed in pain, and started hitting herself repeatedly on the face. Mike was trying to hold her back until a group of nurses came rushing in; y/n could only see them through a blurry vision, she was crying miserably and then saw the huge syringe that went through her arm. she then passed out on the hospital bed...
y/n woke up with a gasp and cold sweat dripping down her face, she could hear her heart beating and felt like it was about to pop out of her chest.
"y/n what's wrong?" she heard Mike say from behind her.
y/n turned around and saw Mike sitting up on the bed next to her, looking concerned.
"nightmare?" he asked while rubbing her back.
y/n lay on his lap and sobbed and told him about the horrifying events that had taken place in her nightmare.
Mike calmed her down and after a lot of crying, y/n calmed down and was convinced that the baby in her was safe and the terrible events she dreamt were not going to come true.
"our baby will have the best mom trust me" Mike told her and gave a forehead kiss.
"yeah you're right" y/n replied while smiling.
"i'm always right" Mike said and cuddled y/n close to him.
y/n then closed her eyes, and drifted off into a more peaceful sleep.
