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Corbyn//"I Can't Do It Anymore"

A/n- mention of self-harm
Y/n's pov
I scroll through the comments on my Instagram photo I just posted

the last one was the one to set me off because I start crying because I know I'm not as good as Christina and I never will be, Corbyn's just settling for me. I go to my closet and grab a box, I go to the bathroom and shut the door. I open the box and grab a razor blade and set it on the bathroom counter, I look into the mirror and tears are still streaming down my face. I pick the razor blade up and look in the mirror again before dragging the blade across both my arms a few times. I go sit back on my bed and start crying then I hear the door open. Shit, Corbyn's home.

"Baby, I'm home!" I wipe my eyes as I hear him walk up the stairs. He opens the door "Hey prin- what's wrong?" he sees my red, puffy eyes "Nothing," "Princess, tell me what's wrong?" that's when I break and start crying again, he drops his stuff and runs over to me and pulls me in for a hug "Tell me what's wrong?" "I can't do it anymore," "Do what?" I grab my phone, open Instagram, click on my picture then hand him the phone. He looks at me with curiosity "R-Read the co-comments," I choke out and he starts reading the comments. He reads the comments and I cry even more, he pulls me in for a hug "Princess, look at me," I look straight into his eyes "You're perfect, you are NOT ugly, you understand that? You're my everything and NEVER compare yourself to my ex, you're 2 extremely different people," I sniffle and wipe my nose, forgetting about my cuts.

"What's on your arms?" He asks and I remember about my cuts "N-Nothing," I hide my arms behind my back. I feel tears prick my eyes "Show me your arms now y/n!" he never calls me by my first name, shit. I take a deep breath and show him my arms "You promised me you'd stop this princess, no matter how bad the hate got," a tear falls down his face "I know but you weren't here to help and I ju-," he presses his lips on mine. He pulls away "I don't care where I am or what time it is, you call me when you feel like this, okay?" I nod "I mean it," I nod again "Look me in the eyes and promise me that you'll call," I look him in the eyes "I promise I'll call now can you just hold me, please?" he nods then pulls me in for another hug and he just holds me and starts running his fingers through my hair.

~Time skip~

He lets go of me "Now, let me show you how beautiful and loved you are," I nod and he takes my shirt and my shorts off then lays me down. He reaches behind my back and unclips my bra and throws it somewhere in the room "You're so beautiful princess, I wish you could see yourself through my eyes," he kisses my neck while massaging my boobs. He pulls my underwear and stares at my pussy "Goddamn," he breathes out then he licks up my slit and starts sucking on my clit "F-Fuck Corbyn, please," I whine and he nods. He sticks his tongue inside of me and explores everywhere inside me, I push his head deeper, he finds the spot "Fuck, RIGHT th-there," I manage to get out while he starts rubbing my clit. I feel a knot in my stomach "I'm gonna cum," he rubs my clit faster and I cum on his tongue then he licks me clean.

Corbyn's pov
I pull my clothes off then hover back over her and line myself up with her entrance "Ready princess?" She nods and I slowly push myself inside her "Fuck," She bites her lip then throws her hands to my back and start scratching down it. I let out a groan "Fuck," I let out a breathy moan. I start thrusting at a slow pace "Corbyn, f-faster," she begs and I speed up going faster, deeper and harder and she starts tearing up "Do you want me to stop princess?" She shakes her head and I keep going "So deep," she moans "God your pussy's so good," I groan then she screams and I immediately know I hit her g-spot, I start abusing that spot and I feel her walls clench around me "Fuck princes, please do that again," she does it again "Fuck, still on the pill?" She shakes her head, no "Cum inside me," I nod "I'm cumming," I shout and I fill her up "Fuck,"

I pull out and lay next to her then kiss her forehead "I love you," she says and I smile "I love you too," I pant out and wrap my arms around her and pull her in. I put my chin in the crook of her neck "Marry me?" She looks up at me then lays back down "No," I frown "Wh-What?" "Let me finish... ask me when we're not naked and I might say yes," "Deal," I say and kiss her cheek. I pull her closer then she already is then darkness takes over and I fall asleep.

~The next day~

Y/n's pov
I wake up and see Corbyn laying next to me. I smile as I remember what happened last night.

I try not waking him as I get out of the bed but I fail to "Hey princess," "Hey baby, sorry, I didn't mean to wake you," he smiles "It's okay," I lay down on his chest. He starts running his fingers through my hair "Have I ever told you how much I love you, princess?" "All the time," I smile

~Time skip~

I do my makeup and put on a mint-green dress because Corbyn and I are going out tonight.

He walks in the room "God, you're beautiful," I blush then put my heels on. He grabs my hand and interlocks his fingers with mine then kisses me. I grab my clutch purse and put my phone and my house keys in it then Corbyn grabs the car keys and we go to his car, he opens my door and I kiss him before I get in. He runs over to his side and gets in then starts the car and drives off.

~Time skip~

We get to the restaurant and the hostess comes up to us and smiles "Hi, last name?" "Besson," she nods "Right this way," we follow her to a booth and sit down. The waiter comes over "What would the beautiful lady like to drink?" "Just some water please," he writes that down on his notepad then turns to Corbyn "And you sir?" "Same thing, can we also get some champagne?" He nods then leaves to get our drinks. Corbyn puts his hand out and I grab it then we interlock fingers "I love you," "I love you too," The waiter brings out our drinks and sets them down on the table.

~Time skip~

Corbyn's pov
Ok. It's now or never Corbyn. I take a deep breath "Y/n?" She looks up at me "I've wanted to do this for awhile now, but I was to chicken and now I finally have the courage, even though I asked you last night. Not the point though. Anyways, y/n, I've loved you since I was 18 (Hehe, 1D pun... okay back to the story) and you mean so much to me, so..." I get down on one knee and pull a box out of my jacket "Will you do me the honor of becoming Mrs. Besson?"

Part 2?