Ian and Mickey have been boyfriends for a while now, but they hide themselves from the world. Ian and Mickey have a talk about them being intimate, but it leads them to something else.
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He could never get tired of him.
He would never get tired of being with him. Having him close, having him by his side.
It's been month's, month's since they have been together. Ian was beginning to think this was the man he wanted to spend his entire life with, to grow, to love and to cherish. Only problem, they both hid themselves from the world. The world that was too cruel and judgmental. Ian was afraid of people finding out, and especially Mickey, he too was afraid. The thing that always bugged Ian was that they shouldn't have to be afraid, they weren't doing anything wrong, nothing wrong at all.
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It was after school, Mickey and Ian walked side by side, bumping into to each other and smiling. People walked by them, but they didn't seem to notice or to care. They turned into an alley and continued walking.
Ian looked behind him, then towards them, then he looked up to check if there was any windows on the buildings they walked between. When he saw there was no one, he shoved Mickey towards the wall. There was crates that stacked against the wall. The shove caught Mickey by surprise, when his back hit the wall a he looks up to cuss Ian out, instead Ian connects his lips with Mickeys. Mickey, surprised, moves his arms up to hold Ian's red hair, slightly tugging as they kissed. Ian kisses the tip of his nose when they break apart.
"What was that for?" Mickey asks and Ian smiles.
"Do I need a reason to kiss you?" He asks and leans down again and kisses the side of Mickey's neck.
He can hear Mickey gasps at the touch, Mickey hips slightly going forward. Ian smiles again and moves to the sensitive spot behind Mickey's ear, placing soft kisses. He can hear Mickey gasps and this time, Mickey moved his arms and holds Ian's waist. Ian stops when he felt himself moving towards Mickey's body, he can feel himself rock slowly.
To test the waters, Ian places his hand on Mickey's belt. Mickey hadn't noticed and he continues kissing Ian, pecking Ian's neck.
Ian licks his lips and slowly moves Mickey's shirt up, feeling the trail of pubic hair. He slowly unbuttons Mickey pants and digs his hand in Mickeys pants.
Mickey eyes widen at the contact, at the feeling of Ian's hand going around him. He sees Ian look down and Mickey closes his eyes. This was going to fast, they were going to fast.
"Wait." Mickey whisperers as he kisses Ian's lips, before Ian cam move his hand, Mickey stops him.
Ian frowns as Mickey pulls Ian's hand out of his pants.
"Wait?" Ian asks and Mickey stares up at him.
Ian blinks a couple of times, then swallows hard. He turns around and can feel his palms begin to sweat. It was embarrassing, just a bit. Then Mickey turns and buckles his pants back up. Ian looks at him then back to the ground, he begins kicking the dirt. They were both quiet, avoiding each other's eye contact.
Mickey licks his lips, then him first, he speaks.
"It's not that I don't want to." Mickey says and Ian looks up.
"Because believe me, I want to." Mickey adds and Ian smiles then nod.
"Yeah, me too." Ian says and Mickey smiles.
"It's just, everything was going so fast, everything was getting sticky and wet or whatever.." Mickey mumbles and Ian smiles at his nervousness.
"It's an alley too, I don't know about you but I wasn't planning on losing my virginity in an alley way against some crates." Mickey says and Ian laughs.
