𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #01 - 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙔 𝙒𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝙈𝙀 (𝑳𝒆𝒆 𝑭𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒙) [EDITING]

18

Lauren's POV

"Bitch you what?" Betty screamed over the line and keep knocking on her screen.

"I said what I said...." I answered in a low voice avoiding her eyes that could possible slice my neck. She's gazing me so sharply.

"I know and I heard it but I want you to say it again." Growning, I rolled my eyes and leaned over my phone. "I said we're dating.." I whispered as if the phone is her ear.

She screamed from the top of her lungs again so I had no other choice to cover my speaker using my finger. Thank God my earpieces are out of battery or else i'm deaf now.

"Can you please calm down--"

"The fawk you're telling me to calm down when you just told me this a month after you guys started dating?! What in the world Lauren? What in the world?!" I looked around me checking if anyone have arrived in the dorm gladly, there's none.

"Tone down a bit. This is a secret between us." I heaved a deep sigh and looked at her with begging eyes.

"I'm sorry if I told you about it this late. I've been very busy lately. I don't know how it happened but yeah..." It's true.

It's true that Yongbok and I are officially dating. In fact, it has been exactly a month since that night happened.

"Gaga! Marupok ka kasi."

I stared at her in awe. Well, i'm not gonna deny that because hundred % I am.

We stared at each other through the screen.   "But hey, how does it feel to be his girlfriend? How does it feel when your imaginations come into reality?" She asked with a stupid laugh and scandalous eyes.

Darn Betty!

"How does it feel to be your bias' girlfriend? How does it feel to be held by him? Tell me 'cause I ain't ending this call without knowing what it feels like being the famous Felix's girlfriend? Betty needs to sip the tea." Betty added.

"Marites ikaw ba yan?"

She laughed. "You probably miss speaking Tagalog. If I have to be Marites, then I will be. Just freaking spill the tea! I am your best friend I deserve to know. EVERYTHING!" Throwing a loud sigh, I ended up telling her the story.

But of course, I kept it limited. This is a quite serious topic and it should be really really really private but since she's my best friend, I told her.

I know she's not gonna betray me.

It's July, almost one month and a half before my debut. I'm so busy to almost doing everything for my debut's preparation yet I still have time to date.

Still hard to believe but we really are. Ever since I entered this world and life I started having a hard time processing whatever happens to me.

But honestly, I don't feel right about it. It's not about us, it's about the timing. I think we're rushing, I think we got too excited but the thing is, we're aware but we cannot stop.

My career is my priority but I just can't refuse Yongbok in my life. I've been loving him this whole time and I would surely hate myself if ever I refused him.

He honestly makes everything feels better. He's my source of energy whenever I get tired.

"Don't break up with him. You need to stay strong. I'd smack your head if you break up with him! You've been loving him so don't freaking let him go anymore." She told me after I shared my thoughts about us.

"There's no such timing. Both of you just need to keep it working." Betty added and sighed.

"C'mon Lauren. He's probably happy having you yet there you are doubting your relationship. It would hurt him and I bet you don't want that. You guys are there, enjoy it. And don't mind the rules! I assure you, he's not the only idol doing that. Dating ban is made for fans to believe it and have them keep supporting their idols. Trust me." At the end, I got convinced by her advice.