𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #01 - 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙔 𝙒𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝙈𝙀 (𝑳𝒆𝒆 𝑭𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒙) [EDITING]

26

Lauren's POV

"Damn. It's so cooooold." I mumbled to myself while trembling inside the car.

Those idols who can wear thin fabric, sleeveless and short skirts duting winter will always be iconic. They have my respect real big!

They're probably used to it tho, their winter is always like this while ours is just full of wind.

I'm already wearing a comfy pair of cotton panrs and sweater plus this coat but I still feel cold.

Even the hot packs in my hands are no help at all. ㅠㅠ

"Lauren? You were saying something?" My manager asked.

I smiled at her innocently and look outside. There are already a lot of people waiting. The flashes of the cameras are penetrating through the car's windows.

They work so hard even in this kind of weather. The snow is falling heavily!

"I'm nervous Yuri. I haven't had so much big press like this before." I admit to her.

She reached for my hand and painted a motherly smile. "That means you're getting even more famous." She answered and look outside too.

The bodyguards are taking so long coz they got stuck in the midst of the crowd for telling them to leave a space for me.

Honestly, I don't know what to feel in this kind of situation but it's kinda making me feel nervous and scared.

Weird I know. It's my dream to perform and let the world know my talent but coming into a moment like this is not what I really wanted. They are press totally different from the fans.

Those two are completely different types of people.

Press scares me tbh.

"It's okat to close your eyes if you can't take the flashes. That's a one hard thing, we can't stop them." Yuri explained.

Breathe in, breathe out, you can do this Lauren-ah!!!

The guards arrived outside the car. They opened the door for me anf helped me go out of the car.

I haven't started walking yet but the blinding and countless flashes from all the cameras around me got me really really really surprised. Yuri started squeezing my hand as I froze there shookt on what's happening.

I started feeling dizzy.

"It's okay to look down." She whispered which I quickly followed.

Just I thought it would be fine, the press began pushing themselves closer to us. The sound of their cameras are mixing with all of their questions. Asking me my thoughts about my first project outside Soith Korea and such.

Why are they this close?! Why such in a rush?! I rarely see situation like this in other idols.

"We need to get out of here quickly!" Yuri told the guard so even if I'm having trouble, I got pulled by the guards to be able to walk fast past off them.

The reason why there are so many press is, we are currently on the airport. My first flight to another country.

I have a cf to shoot in Thailand and also have some events there that's why we're hereeee.

Even with this, I am really excited! Tho I always get scared with new things and experiences things changed. In the past months, I could say I get a little braver to try new things. I learned to see things with excitement and that helps my confidence alot.