𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #01 - 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙔 𝙒𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝙈𝙀 (𝑳𝒆𝒆 𝑭𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒙) [EDITING]

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[☆ BREAKING] Soloist Lauren won as Best New Artist, Best of Next and Popularity award. She took 3 awards and has been added as one of JYP's prides.

💬 Well deserved! I'm still in awe with her performance!

💬 Respect! Her stage will go down in History!

💬 The award should be Best New Idol. She's not an artist, an artist composes and writes the lyrics tho. It was all Bangchan's work, she's just the performer.

💬 She's raising her own flag, making her country really proud.

💬 ㅇㅅㅇ

💬 너무 조아~ 추가해 언니!!!

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Lauren's POV

I groaned out of boredom and locked my eyes on the small snowman I built in the small garden of my house.

Throwing a loud sigh, I lazily forced myself to stand up and went straight to the kitchen. After I found what's I was looking for, barefooted, I made my way to the garden and hurriedly put the carrot that I took from the fridge.

"Nonsense, you're not even alive." I rolled my eyes and hugged myself. I sat on the wooden floor, easing the cold weather while entertaining myself by watching the smoke coming out from my mouth and nose each time I breathe.

Minutes passed when I couldn't take the coldness anymore, I went back inside and closed the door behind.

Without any thoughts, my arm reached for the remote and played with the TV channels hoping to find something that would kill my boredom but nothing is pleasing in the eyes.

For the nth time of today, I sighed and just decided to have a full blast music jam in my own house.

I connected my phone to the speaker and started playing hiphop music in hopes to be energized.

Singing along, I threw myself on the long couch and raised my leg on the backrest.

Today is December 31st, Yuri is still in her hometown with her family while i'm here alone in the house trying to keep myself sane and entertained.

Being alone was not a problem to me before but now, it is. A big one! New year is just around the corner. I have no one and the snow is falling heavily making me feel more more lazy to move.

Even though I enjoy myself without being with anyone else, I'm so used having this day lively and busy. I'm so used celebrating and welcoming the new year but whenever I think that I will have to do it alone kills my interest.

I swear to God, I'm in the verge of brawling my eyes out. I miss my family so much! When I was in the Philippines during this kind of time, me and my family were already busy preparing everything. The entire house is filled with so much inaudible noises but right now, even though the loud base is shaking the whole house, it still feels silent. I hear silence!

"I'M SO BORED. I'M SO BORED. I'M SO BORED!" I shouted while slapping myself trying to stop myself from tearing up.

I already had a call with my family but it didn't last long because they're busy preparing for celebration. They told me that they will call me again later exactly 12 o'clock.