𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #01 - 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙔 𝙒𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝙈𝙀 (𝑳𝒆𝒆 𝑭𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒙) [EDITING]

24

Lauren's POV

"Hello~" I peeked my head to the open door and saw his eyes glued on the screen while continuously tapping on the board.

"Heyyy~" He greeted back with a wide smile after hearing me. "I'm not bothering you, am I?" Chan added as soon as I stepped inside his studio.

I flopped my ass down to his couch and half hugged him as a greeting. "Nawp. I supposed to meet Yongbok but there's a sudden chsnge in his schedule." So I have a loooot of free time.

No we don't have big event here. No recordings i'm just here to catch up things. We all know how busy he is that's why whenever there's a chance to meet up with Chan, I'd always go for it.

He's not always vacant and barely hangs out so might as well enjoy every time possible. Ayt?

I scanned my surroundings. "So uhm.. what do we have here? Do I get the chance to here one of your new tracks?" I teased hoping he'd say yes.

Chan let out a laugh and pulled his cap down to cover his face.

"Well if you want you can have a snippet of it. It's not finish yet tho." I looked at him surprised. I'm not expecting he'd agree seriously.

Wow! Our closeness is really on a diffrent level now huh? Mehehe.

"Are you for real? Coz I feel so honored." I mumbled and went closer to him so ready to listen.

Chan looked at the door and made sure that we're the only ones who will hear the track that he'll play. I have a hunch that this song will be in their next album.

It's really hard to process that I'm being spoiled like this by him, by them. Come to think of it, they didn't even know my existence before. I was just a mere fangirl, not even popular.

And they don't usually spoil their whole music specially outside their group yet i'm here, the first one to listen to it.

If this ain't luck, what the hell is this?!

The song started playing while he's humming and head banging beside me.

Set aside the idol Lauren, lemme think about the fangirl me. If I'm gonna talk about everything since the beginning in a fan's point of view. I could say that every second of it is worth considering as the so called 'fan girl goals'.

Fans have two important wishes they want happen. There are fans who fall in love with their idols romantically. They wish and wish to be the lucky girl whom their idols would fall in love with. Secondly, if idols can't fall in love with them, it would be better if their idols would at least know their existence.

Those two are painful wishes and already impossible to happen. I know that because I've been in that phase. I used to wish those wishes and fortunately for me, it happened.

Aside from that there are more that I achieved. Stepping inside JYP, being a JYP trainee, became friends with JYP artists, became super close with the group I ulyimately stan, have pictures with them in THEIR OWN FREAKING PHONES, have alone time with them and having my bias that I love romantically fall in love with me.

Those are goals for an avid fangirl.

But of course, I'm not working hard just to achieve those titles. They all happened naturally and with what's happening I know I have a lot of fans being envious of me.

"How was it?" He asked, his face is full of anticipation.

I went back to the couch and gave him a thumbs up and an approving smile. Heck! Who can even disapprove to his masterpieces? Definitely not me.