𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #01 - 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙔 𝙒𝙄𝙏𝙃 𝙈𝙀 (𝑳𝒆𝒆 𝑭𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒙) [EDITING]

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Lauren's POV

If others see me right now, they would surely think that I've gone crazy. Well, I think that already happened long time ago.

With all these happening in my life? I was just a fan girl and then one day, I'm in a relationship with my idol? That's insane right?

Bless the internet for making my bood better. My heart been bouncing with too much joy and I can't brush this stupid smile off on my face.

Days seems like flying. It's already October!

So far, so good! My work is draining me physically but I'm happy and I really can't complain. Like hello? This is my dream!

Since I still have some time, I laid myself to bed and stared at the ceiling. "This will last right?" I asked to myself and went back scrolling down on my phone.

While surfing in Twitter while ago, I stumbled into this one account. Her timeline if filled with contents of Yongbok and I.

Ever since the day they heard taht I was going to train in JYP, few of my co-stays started shipping us, fan arts are continuously being made, lots of au's being written and after my debut, they became more.

I don't know if that's not a big deal for others but for me, it really is! What makes me more happy about them is, I just know that they're the type of fans that would support us if ever we go public.

They won't be mad and they'll be happy for us.

In this world, we can't convince everyone to support us but having some is a big thing.

Setting that topic aside, if someone would ask me what I miss, that would be my old life. I mean...even if you're living the dream there's just something you can't let go, you would still miss that at the very random timing.

It's not just me tho. Lots of idols feel that way too.

I miss being with my family, friends, and mu fan girl-ing life! I was so free and I could be as loud as I can back then. I'd swerve lanes every seconds, look over other groups, the streaming and votings...heoooool I miss thoooose!

My phone vibrated a sign that I should get ready. I stood up from bed and went directly to the bathroom.

Today's my rest day but instead of taking a rest, Haejin and I made a plan to go see Gido in the music show.

They're currently promoting their comeback and too bad that we aren't doing it the same time. If so, sure thing we would see each other on stage.

But I'm excited! Gido told me that he'll introduce us to his co-members. Finally! The day that I've been waiting! I really wanna have other circles even outside the company so I better come!

When I got out the bathroom, I went to my first ever  walk in closet and chose the comfortable pair of sweater and sweatpants  and then matching it up with my white sneakers.

After doing my hair, I took my bag and meet Yuri who's currently in the living room.

She already know my plans. She didn't like it but she's kind so she's letting me.

I'm really lucky that she's my manager!

"You know the rules Lauren. Be careful in public. Just make sure you aren't dating Gido. You both literally just started your career---"

Well, if ever there's a problem to her, that's only one thing. She oveeeeeerthinks a lot.

A LOT!

"Manager-nimmmmmm? What's that? Where did you get that idea?" That's a fresh tea that tastes like gossip! Me and Gido? Dating?

Ha-ha. What in the world?