Left out. . . {bxbxb}

Chapter thirteen

Derek ^  (Also, I got a new picture for Nolan, so if you want to see what he looks like now, you can go to chapter one and look at the picture)

-Derek-

Andrew's alright.

Don't get me wrong, he's hot. I just feel like I can do better. I mean, he's got some attractive qualities, but Nolan is just... cute and I honestly like his personality better. Plus, I prefer blonds. 

Nolan always says yes to me, he doesn't question me like Andrew. He even smoked with me, something Andrew only did because I forced him. Another thing was Andrew wasn't 'ready for sex.' We've been together for..er.. some years and he still isn't ready? 

What kind of boyfriend doesn't want to immediately have sex when we were clearly in love? I haven't even seen him naked! Sure I've seen him with boxers but that's it. Another thing, Nolan doesn't have stupid friends. He doesn't have any friends actually. 

He doesn't know but I spread a rumor about him. I told a few people he raped three fourth-graders at his old school. And that he'd kill them if they told anyone or brought it up to him. I want to keep him to myself. I can't have him make friends like... Oliver and Jackson. Can you believe that about a year ago I caught both Oliver AND Jackson.. smiling at Andrew? 

What kind of assholes just go around SMILING at other peoples' boyfriends? It's like I can still feel the rage I felt when it happened. And how pathetic Andrew looked while I hit him. I don't regret it, but sometimes it keeps me up at night.

-Third-person flashback-

"WHAT THE FUCK ANDREW?" Derek screamed, throwing any object he could get his hands on in Derek and Andrews' shared dorm room. "What? What did I do Derek?!" Andrew cried as he dodged flying objects. "Those fucking friends of yours were smiling at you." Derek hissed, throwing a heavy book, aiming for Andrews' face.

"Derek! They're my friends! Friends smile at you sometimes!" Andrew said, rubbing the bruise forming on his upper thigh where a boot was thrown. "I know what I saw you BITCH. Friends don't smile at each other like THAT." Derek shouted, throwing a ceramic mug at Andrew's head. Andrew yelped as the mug shattered as it hit the wall.

"Derek please stop.." Andrew begged. Derek stopped throwing things and walked over to Andrew. Derek wrapped his arms around Andrew, hugging him. Andrew was shocked at the change in attitude but hugged Derek back. 

Derek suddenly pulled back and brought his hand to Andrew's cheek. Andrew smiled before Derek trailed his hands to his throat and wrapped his hands around it. "Uh..Derek..? W-what are you doing..? Andrew stammered. Derek said nothing as his fingers began to tighten around Andrew's neck. 

Andrew's eyes widened, trying to pry Dereks' hands off his neck. "D-Derek!" Andrew choked out, tears forming in his eyes. Derek looked Andrew right in the eyes, tightening his fingers more. Andrew couldn't breathe. Derek could tell. Derek pulled his hand away, letting Andrew fall to the floor, gasping for air. Tears were falling quickly from Andrew's eyes. 

He looked up at Derek, still breathing hard. "W-why..?" He whispered. Derek turned away from him and walked out of the dorm, leaving Andrew sobbing on the floor. 

I really don't regret it though. Of course, I wasn't really going to kill him, just well, scare him into stop hanging out with those losers. It clearly didn't work since he went camping for the weekend with them. Fine. If he wants to be a bitch, I can be a bigger bitch. A much, much bigger bitch.

** 

I don't know why Andrew hates Nolan so much. It's not like I forced him into this relationship with Nolan. If Andrew didn't want to date him he could've said something. Honestly, at times like this, I wonder why he's so stupid. All Andrew has to say is that he doesn't want to be in a relationship with Nolan and me. 

Does Andrew even love me anymore? He doesn't reply for SO long on that stupid fucking trip with his friends, and he pretty much leaves without a goodbye? Well, I did catch him before he left. And I did sort of choke him. But that was in the past. It's all good now. He'll forgive me just like all the other times. 

Another reason Andrew is the worst fucking boyfriend was at that restaurant! That waiter.. uh.. Peter? Before we left I noticed he wrote a number on the check and gave it to Andrew! Jesus, can't Andrew be loyal? First his friends and now some waiter? It's like our relationship means NOTHING to him??

I have Nolan anyway. Nolan is hotter, cuter, and better than Andrew. I don't need him. 

:) 
These next few chapters (probably 1 or 2 more) are going to be focusing more on Patrick, Nolan, and Derek then we're going to go to the camping scenes! Oh. I have SO much planned for the camping scenes >:)
Hope you enjoyed this chapter ;)