JJBA Stardust Crusaders x child reader

taking my mind off things

"That's when he'll came after us. Got it? Let's get a move on."

We started walking again.

Kakyoin-*sigh"

(Y/N)-*sigh* "here we go again*

Jotaro-"Yare Yare."

But when night hits I have somewhere to be...

(Y/N) pov

It's been over 5 hours since we killed Centerfold, and 4hours an 30 minutes since Avdol die. It's now night time. I hear that we we're heading straight to Varanasi as soon as possible in the morning.

It's most likely they want to move on to the next city because of what happened. None of us want to remember the tragic fate of what happened to Avdol. But I still want to go see him...well at least his grave.

That girl that was " in love" with Hol Horse came with us too. She told us she also lived in Varanasi with her rich family. The old man felt bad for what happened to her and decided to take her to the next town with us and bring her home.

To be honest I don't really like her. I don't know why but she off this creepy vide like 'im going to kill you'. Like she's playing innocent. Honestly I'm glad she got her own room, Thank God. I was with Kakyoin in our room. Jotaro and polnareff are together and OM also had his own room.

It had a plan for tonight. When Kakyoin is dead in his sleep I was going to leave the hotel for a bit and say hi to Avdol. Good thing OM told us where they buried him. It's weird. Like I haven't known any of them for too long but it hurt in a way to see him go. Even though we weren't that close. He still was helpful, and loyal to the group. Even after everything I still feel no joy, I don't feel anything but guilt, and despair.

This world is just to cruel.

"Hey, you alright (Y/N)?" I turned to Kakyoin who just came out the shower with a concern look. Already in his purple striped pajamas, only his hair is still damped from the water. I was also in my PJs too and in my bed. "Yeah... I'm alright. Just thinking about what happened today." I say looking down.

He came over to me with a sad expression and sat near the edge of my bed. "Yeah. I get how your feeling. It's despicable what they did to Avdol. But at least one thing came out good out of this whole mess. Is that his sacrifice wasn't entirely in vain, we killed Centerfold and got Polnareff back. Sure Hol Horse got away but I'm sure one day he'll get what he deserves." He reassures me.

"True. They do say Karma does come back." I looked up at him. He looked uncomfortable like he wanted to ask me something. "Hey, (Y/N)? I have a question? I know it's none of my business, but why do you still have that same expression on all the time. Like you always have this blank, motionless fa-" I cut him off.

"Your right, it is none of your business. So I suggest you stay out of it. My past has nothing to concern you!" I glared at him. He was in shock. I could feel the tension in the room grew thick. He just looked at me with his eyes widen open. "I know, but ple-"

I sigh. "Just leave it alright? it doesn't matter anyways so leave me alone. I'm going to bed" I said stiffly. He gets up "okay. If that what you want then fine. But just to let you know none of us would ever think of you differently. Good night."

He looks back at me one last time with a sad expression. And went to his bed. I gave him the death glare and laid in my bed while turning the other way from him. So I couldn't see him. Whatever, if they truly known what I did they wouldn't think I'm even human anyways. I'm fine with being alone... I don't know why but I feel my heart aching.

Later that night, midnight

I think 3 or 4 hours haves passed. I could hear Kakyoin softly snoring in his sleep. I quietly got out of bed, got dressed, and brought my book. I quietly took the key to get back in and closed the door and looked it. There was no one in the hall way, good.