JJBA Stardust Crusaders x child reader

Would thing's be better without me?

(warning: depression and attempt of suicide)

(Y/N) pov

After we all got in the car we, quickly headed straight to the hospital. I sat in the back with Kakyoin and Avdol, looking out for them. I managed to stop the bleeding from them but they need to see a doctor. Those slashes could actually leave some scar's.

Why does this have to happen because of me? Because Dio wants my power so much? I'm just a dirty street rat. A street rat that learned how to love these men before her, just over a couple of weeks. It wasn't fair how they were paying the price for it, just for being with me, trying to protect so I can have my freedom from...him.

Seeing how Kakyoin and Avdol got easily defeated by N'Doul, how they could've almost died. How those two Speedwagon Foundation workers were just doing there jobs but in the end got brutally murdered in front of my eyes. It was so disgusting and disturbing. I know I respected N'Doul, he must felt like no one understand him, have people pity him or looking down on him because he was blind. I know how he feels but for someone like me watching those innocent men die who could've had a loving family die in the most gruesome way... My brain couldn't handle so much my entire body was frozen.

I looked at the small window to see that it's alright night. I turn my attention back to the two men. I took both of there hands and squeezed it with my fingers interlock with theirs. I whispered ever so softly to myself.

(Y/N)-"Please... don't leave me alone again..."

Just seeing how we're fighting for our life's, basically everyday. Had made me learn how to appreciate the ones, who I cared little about in our first encounter could still love me and treat me with such kindness and open arms. It pains me how they're trying their absolute hardest just to save me and Mrs. Holly. How much blood i see when I'm healing them. How everyone is targeting me just because I'm supposed to be Dio's property aka " future wife".

They didn't have to help me, Avdol could have just let me burn to my death back in Hong Kong. Fucking assholes, now look at what have you guys done to me. You guy's made me feel i I feel so unless how I didn't give them the right help. I have the powers to heal the both of them. And yet I didn't get hurt at all... It's all me... They got injured because of ME.

My little whisper didn't go unnoticed by Iggy. He sense my frustration, anger, and sorrow which was bumming him out that I was in the back weeping over my friends. Jotaro and OM were sleeping while Polnareff was still driving. Iggy sigh to himself and got in the back with me. He went to my lap and curled himself into a ball.

(Y/N)-"Iggy. What ar-"

Iggy-'Just shut it kid. This is the most comfortable seat on this damn car so let me enjoy it.'

I widden my eyes a little over what he said. I felt my guilt sort of calming down. I let go of there hands and put one on Iggy's back while my other was slowly petting him. I am still kinda mad at Iggy over what he did today although I would be lying if I said he's fur wasn't soft.

After awhile of petting him, I felt my eyes getting shutting down on me. I'm trying to keep myself awake so i help Avdol and Kakyoin to the hospital. I need to see them before they get taken away. I wanna...I wanna...see...them...and say...I love... them.

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Zzzz.....

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I heard mumbling around me. The sound of the seats being pulled down then I felt someone slowly lifting up my body. As the person was trying to carry me into their arms the sound the Iggy's barking woke me up and I punched the person in the face.