Bucky Barnes' Heartsong

Dreams

Lyra on the other hand. Her mind was racing. She dreamt of Bucky, of his kisses, his touches and well all the sensations they caused in her. No one had made her feel those things since Luke. She didn't know if it was okay to feel them again. She had only been with Luke at least in her heart. There was one boy in high school who had hurt her a lot. His name was Lance. He was a Junior when she was a Sophomore. He had used her and then left her for his ex whom he still loved. It broke her. Her confidence was so shaken from that day forward. Luke was the first decent guy to really talk to her in years when they met in college. She was a lit major and he was a tech genius. They had instant chemistry and she couldn't get enough of him and all his energy, joy, and love that he gave to her. That is why she had felt like a burned out bulb until tonight. Yes, Erik brought her so much love and joy that she felt she didn't need another man to love her, but Bucky had awoken that sexual part of her. The part that longed for the intimacy that she hadn't felt in such a long time. As her sleep deepened she thought more about this. Could she let him have her? Could she really open herself to him completely? Could she handle a guy like him? She was pretty timid in the bedroom. He was a super soldier. What if he broke her? Eventually these dreams were interrupted by Erik waking them all up and demanding to know why Bucky was lying next to his momma.

" MOMMA!"

"Yes, baby?"

"Why is Mr. Bucky in the bed with us?"

"Because I wanted to check on you and your mom when I heard you come downstairs. I'm sorry Erik. I didn't mean to upset you" Bucky said trying to calm the boy and not upset his momma. 

"It's okay Bucky. Erik, Bucky is mommy's friend and he was worried because mommy had a rough night last night with a lot of news about the mean people who are trying to hurt us. He was just making sure we were okay. Now be nice. Go upstairs and get dressed. I'll be up in a minute I need to talk to Mr. Bucky." 

Erik whined but did as he was told. He stalked out the door and stared daggers at Bucky. Bucky to his credit made a goofy face at the boy and just as he was about to walk out the door Bucky pretended to lunge at him to tickle him so Erik rushed the rest of the way out the door and up the stairs laughing and squealing "Missed me Bucky! Ha!"

Once Bucky returned to the bed and to Lyra's side. She reached for his hand. He immediately took it and held it in his own. 

"This feels nice" she said.

"Yeah it does" He said has he stared into her eyes. 

Lyra had forgotten that she didn't have anything on under her robe. She was in this big bed alone with Bucky with nothing but a robe on and he was in sweat pants and a t-shirt. The conversation last night played in her head again. 

"Bucky?"

"Yes" He answered and kissed her hand. 

"Did you mean what you said last night? No regrets?"

" Not a one, doll. Not a damn one. The only thing I regret is that I didn't kiss you goodnight."

She giggled. 

"Um, well how about a good morning kiss?"

She leaned over to him and kissed him softly on the lips. He immediately responded by putting his good hand on her face and placing his metal arm behind her back. The kiss again starts gentle and soft but soon it turns passionate. It was like they were both dehydrated and the other was a tall glass of water and they needed a drink. Lyra pulled Bucky on top of her and realized she felt his bulge.  

He couldn't stop for a moment. He was lost in desire for her. He began kissing her cheeks her neck and she moaned softly again. He now knew that was her favorite spot. He'd memorize it for all their time together in the future.