Bucky Barnes' Heartsong

*Spicy Chapter*Change

Lyra did everything Banner asked of her for the next several days. She hardly had time for anything else. She trained with Bucky and Sam and then ate and then went to Banner for more tests and prepping. It felt like it was taking forever to her. Her son was out there and she had to get him and Daisy back, whatever it took. She wouldn't let herself be distracted although at night she sought out Bucky's comfort. 

Bucky, for his part, was still very scared of losing her. Every night after they would kiss and hold each other until they fell asleep he would have nightmares; waking up in a cold sweat, sometimes with tears streaming down his face. 

His dreams were all over the place. Most involving losing Lyra. She would be put into the machine like Steve and then she would scream and he would do everything he could to rip her out but she would disappear before his eyes or burn or she would just fall in his arms after he opened the door and die. 

Every time he would awaken screaming with tears running down his cheeks. Lyra would wake up and immediately comfort him. They would hold each other and Bucky would silently cry and kiss her. On the fifth day of this Lyra finally had enough.

"James, what are the nightmares about? Is it the Winter Soldier? I thought those had stopped once we were together?" she asked sadly.

"No, I..." he hesitated not wanting to upset her. 

"Is it me? Is it because of.."

"Lyr, I just can't explain to you what losing you now would do to me." 

"James, I'll be okay. Steve even told you that he is confident I will be. Is that what these nightmares are?"

"Yes" he hangs his head and holds her tighter. 

"James" she pulled his face up to hers and kissed him tenderly.  He kissed her back but his kisses grew more hungry. He needed her. He needed to feel her and know that she was his and that she was here and whole that nothing and no one could take her from him. It was a possessive need and hunger. They continued their kisses and he began kissing her favorite spot on her neck. 

"James...oh...yes"

She grabs his face and kisses him deeper. He shoves his tongue inside her mouth. They tangle their tongues together and continue to explore each others mouths. Lyra pulls Bucky on top of her. He is already shirtless and in his boxers and she is only in a sheer night gown. There is very little separating them. 

She could feel his excitement. She quickly pulled her nightie off and he pulled his boxers down. She pushed him down on the bed and began kissing first his lips then his neck then down his chest, she kissed his scars where his metal arm was attached. She wanted to show him her love and appreciation for him. She then kissed and gently bit down his abs slowly until she reached his erect penis. 

She paused and looked into his eyes he was in awe of her and what she was doing to him. He had never had a woman do this. Women in the 40's were much more prudish, this was amazing and new and he was loving every second of it. She began licking and kissing his dick. He moaned in delight. 

She then put the whole thing in her mouth and began to suck and go up and down slowly. He was enraptured almost instantly. 

"Lyra, wha... what are you doing to me? Oh...Doll it feels so good" his eyes rolled back and he continued to moan and gasp with pleasure. 

When he was almost to the point of release he pulled her up to him and kissed her then he pushed her down on the bed and straddled her. He began kissing her neck then down to her breasts. He tenderly nipped and sucked on her nipples then he pulled her legs apart and thrust into her.