Macgyver Imagines

"Crush"

Song: 'Crush' By: David Archuleta
*part 2 of "Fallin for you"

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" 'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much (just too much)"

*Macs pov*

I tried to let my eyes relax, trying to let myself sleep but I just tossed and turned in it's place. Why couldn't I just tell her how I feel? Why was it this hard? Maybe I was just too afraid to date someone I work with again after Desi. I mean she took a job on the other side of the country to get as far away from me as possible after the breakup. Y/n is different though, I can feel it. She joined the team in Desi's place, so of course I was still healing my heart from my previous breakup that I didn't even think of y/n in that way. It's been a year and a half at this point though, and I've developed feelings for her these past couple months.

It's not that I didn't want to tell her but what if she rejects me. I'm not sure I could handle that. Especially knowing she's just outside the other side of my bedroom door, asleep on my couch. Letting out a frustrated sigh I finally got up to go get a glass of water. I made sure to walk softly towards the kitchen, slowly placing my bare feet on the floorboards with little force as to not wake up y/n. I grabbed a glass from the top cabinet above my kitchen sink, but as I went to take it out, I lost my grip. Dropping it on the ground causing it to make a loud crashing noise. I turned around to see if she woke up but she just slightly stirred in her sleep. I looked down to see pieces of glass shattered in every direction. I mumbled slightly under my breath "Fuck." Luckily for me they were at least all relatively large pieces. As I squatted down, I began to throw some pieces into the trash, when I heard a quiet voice from behind.

"Whatcha doing?" I jumped, losing my balance, I then ended up falling backwards on my backside. I looked up as I laid on the ground and saw an upside down y/n hovering over top of me trying not to laugh. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you, I heard a noise and came to check it out. Are you okay?" She asked. I laughed lightly as I stood up to go grab a broom and dustpan for the remainder of the glass shards. "Yeah, I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you. All I was trying to do was get a glass of water, but then I dropped the glass and now here we are." She gave me a sympathetic smile, anytime seeing her smile made me smile. As I swept up the glass I watched as she got another cup (plastic this time) and filled it with water. "Here, wouldn't want you to hurt yourself again." She said in a teasing voice. "Gee thanks." I laughed. I finished cleaning up the mess before taking the water from her.

As I was taking the cup from her I felt our fingers touch, causing me look up at her, I think we both felt the same spark. Her cheeks began to turn red and she quickly looked away, causing me to awkwardly clear my throat. Just tell her! Now! Yelling at myself in my head, I put down the cup, before walking even closer to her. I could tell I took her by surprise as I watched her eyes slightly widened, I was now standing so close to her I could feel her breath on my face.

Before she could say anything or protest, I snaked one arm around her waist, to close the gap between us all the way. As I pulled her into me, she reciprocated as she placed both her hands on my biceps. I looked deep into her eyes as I let out my confession "For months now I have been developing feelings for you. I'm tired of being a coward and not telling you how I feel, just because of my fears that I'll lose you. I don't want to ruin our friendship or our work environment together. But dammit, when I'm with you, anytime I'm around you all I think about is how badly I want to kiss you."

I watched her facial features change as she took in my words, giving me a small smile at the end, she leaned in so that her lips were just barely touching mine. Before whispering "Then what are you waiting for? Kiss me." I felt myself grin widely, hearing her words, that's all I needed to hear. I leaned in slowly, placing my lips against hers. As we stood there, she began to kiss back, us holding onto eachother and this moment, this feeling. It was better than anything I could've ever imagined it being.

"Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You've got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be
Where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?"

The kiss, or multiple kisses, lasted for awhile until we both needed to come up for air. I breathlessly rested my forehead against hers "I've wanted that for so long." She smiled, looking up at me "Me too." I was taken back by that and answered in a surprised tone "Wait really? I mean you feel the same thing I do?" Hearing her just start to giggle, that sound made my stomach flip "Of course, why else would I have told you to kiss me? Duh!" She teased, the end making me laugh since that's what I said to her earlier that evening when she asked about the batteries in my fridge.

"Sooo do you wanna see where this goes? Us, I mean?" I quietly asked, I could tell she was pretending to think about it "Mmm I don't know." I just playfully rolled my eyes "Alright now." Y/n laughed once more in response as she gave my arms a slight squeeze "Yes Mac, I would love to see where this goes." She reached up on her tippy toes, since I was a good half of feet taller than her, to peck me on the lips.

When I had heard her yawn through the kiss I laughed, then insisted she sleep in my bed with me instead of that couch. "Wow, your already trying to get me into bed with you, well that's rich." I just picked her up bridal style as I walked to my bedroom "I meant to sleep, and maybe cuddle a bit but that's it I swear." I laughed, placing her on my bed. Her eyes shimmered with happiness as I tucked the both of us in, letting her rest her head on my chest. "I really do like you Mac." She whispered, which just caused me to smile goofy to myself, feeling beyond lucky that a woman as amazing as her would be interested in you. "I really like you too, now get some sleep." I kissed her forehead softly and with that we both began to drift off to sleep. Now excited to see what the future holds for us.

"Do you catch a breath
When I look at you?
Are you holding back
Like the way you do?
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
Going away"