Stray Kids Imagines

When he gets rejected by the popular girl pt.6 - Felix

"What....?" You stared at his happy expression, a knot forming in your stomach.

Everything in the background became a blur. You were only able to see Felix as the rest of the world disappeared in the wind, silence thick between you both.

"What do you mean Kiara's your girlfriend?" Your voice was shaky and barely audible.

You didn’t believe it. No, you didn't want to believe it. Just deny those thoughts clouding your mind. Then it'll be okay. Then the pain would subside. That's how it works, right?

"I confessed to her yesterday night and she said she liked me too!! So now we're dating," his smile grew bigger as the seconds passed.

Why.... Why was he in love with her...? You didn't understand. Nothing made sense to you anymore and your head hurt just thinking about it.

"Felix.... I'm sorry but I have to tell you something that might hurt you..." you bit your lip, not bothering to stop even if it drew blood.

"Hm? Aren't you gonna congratulate me first? Not even a 'I'm so proud of you lix!' Or 'I knew you could do it!'? No encouraging words after all the suffering I went through to get her to love me?" He furrowed his brows, slightly offended.

Your chest tightened at his words, a lump stuck in your throat that rid you of speaking.

"I.... I..." you felt hot tears brimming your eyes as frustration burned your skin like scorching flames. "What I need to say is more important than that, so please listen."

Felix didn't like the way you seemed so unsupportive of his newly found relationship, but he obliged anyway. Time felt so slow, as if a second turned into a minute, and a minute into an hour.

"Lix... You're probably going to think that I'm lying, but I promise you I'm not. I would never break a promise and you know that. I want you to hear me out, and make the right choice," you pleaded in hopes he would find the truth that was kept away from him.

He nodded and allowed you to continue. Taking a deep breath to calm your nerves, you looked him dead in the eye.

"Kiara doesn't actually love you. I overheard her talking with a friend earlier and you're secretly being used as a credit card. She simply wants expensive things that you're supposed to buy for her because well, you're her boyfriend. There isn't anything else she sees in you, and love like that isn't love at all. You should break up with her immediately before she takes advantage of your feelings. I don't want to see you upset–"

"Stop telling me useless lies y/n!!!" He snapped, making you flinch in shock. "You always say that!! You say you don't want to see me upset yet this is exactly what causes me to cry at night!!! Why do you try to pull me away from her when you know how much I wish she was mine!?!? It's like you can't stand me being with any other girl except for you! I have my own love life, and I don't need you to decide whether the one I love is or isn't good for me!! Just stop it and let me live how I want to!! This was the whole reason why we fought last week! Was your apology even sincere? I hate how controlling you are!! I want you to quit worrying so much and support me for once!! That's what best friends do right? Why are like this!?! Why have you changed so much from the old y/n that I used to play, talk, eat, and literally do everything with!! I miss her! I miss the young inspiring girl that cheered me on no matter what!!"

You could hear it. You could hear your heart shattering into tiny little pieces. You were feeling a different type of pain right now, an undescribable one that would leave behind all sorts of scars and scratches.

All he wanted was for the one he trusted and believed in most, to stay by his side and help him when he needed someone there.

Because that's what he always did for you.