She's my yellow/ Hosie/Hizzie

You lied to me

Walking out of the hall, i had approximately 5 minutes to think before reaching my room, i didn't know what i wanted to say... 'Oh hey Lizzie, You have a thing for me right? well so does your sister and she wants to compete...' Like... honestly i knew who i wanted, but i didn't know what she did.

In a matter of minutes i reached my dorm, expecting a certain blonde to be sat on my bed. I had to tell her about who i really was, the fact her sister and i had a 'thing' while she was away... there was so much that could push the girl away.

Opening my door, there she is... the girl sat in her full dance attire... looking absolutely breathtaking, her hair now flowing down her shoulders.

"Hi" I break out in a sigh.

"Whats up" Lizzie asks, clearly confused.

"What are we doing Lizzie" Escapes my mouth.

"What do you mean Hope, what happened" Lizzie now stands up, approaching me slowly.

"I mean... what are we, you're too hard to read... I'm not the only one thinking that theres something here am i? rather than just the quick and well, really good sex... but thats not the point, please tell me that i'm not mis-reading this right?" I add, starting to speed up and panic at the words coming out of my mouth.

Lizzie doesn't say a word... standing there in silence. I don't know whats worse, rejection or silence.

"Ah okay, yeah its just me... right thanks for clarifying, i've completely mis-read this..." I fill the silence, now turning around, heading for the open door.

I felt hurt, was it really all so meaningless to her. How much of a fool could i be.

I feel a hand grib my wrist as i reach the door, pulling me back into the room, and immedietly being pressed up against Lizzie's front as her hand rests on my face, Waiting a split second before joining our lips.

A small, yet the kiss still contained a sense of passion.

I go to speak until i feel a finger press up against my lips, signalling for me to shut up.

"Hope my emotions are everywhere right now, but i sure as hell know i like you... as more than a 'fling', i'm actually surpised you had to ask me, after parading you around school, Buying you gifts, Oh and the really 'good' sex" The blonde laughs.

A sense if relief fills me from head to toe, it wasn't just in my head.

"So to answer your question, Yes Marshall i'm into you" She smiles.

"Okay well, this is going to be a long night" I sigh, knowing now that i had to tell her about Josie.

"Why whats up now" Lizzie says, as i grab her wrist, closing the door and taking a seat on the double bed.

"Well... while you were away, uhh.. J-Josie and i got.. quite close" I utter out.

"Yeah, i know, i'm actually glad you two are good friends, less awkward" Lizzie laughs.

"Lizzie... i mean Josie and i had a thing" I sigh, I could almost feel lizzie tense up.

Lizzie jumps up from the bed and becomes extremely distant.

"Li-" I try say before i'm cut off.

"Shut the fuck up Hope" Lizzie spits out.

"Plea-" 

"Hope seriously shut the fuck up" Lizzie spits back before heading straight out the room.

I'm sat there, i could feel the tears starting to form in my eyes.

I almost start to cry until i hear loud bangs and thuds coming from the room down the hall... What the fuck was that i think to myself before standing up going to check it out.