She's my yellow/ Hosie/Hizzie

You mean more

That was one of the hardest things i've had to do, And i've done alot of shit.

I just walk back to my dorm, head bowed, occasionally a tear falls.

I just want to sleep... forget this all happened.

I reach my dorm, wanting nothing more too rest.

I unlock my door and see a familiar blonde... she didn't leave.

"How was i-... wait Hope what happened are you okay" Lizzie jumps up from the bed to comfort me.

"I made my decision" I utter, Lizzie stands straight ready for the answer.

"O-okay" Lizzie stutters

"I don't deserve both of you Lizzie, i've come in here and destroyed yours and Josie's relationship... I can't do this" I tell her.

Now... now that was the hardest thing, but i was angry, upset.. did i mean it... yes.

"Wait Hope what are you saying" Lizzie grows annoyed.

"I'm saying i've decided to leave, Go back to New Orleans... i'll tell my father in the morning" I look away, knowing her face would destroy me.

"You're kidding right? No Hope you can't" Lizzie starts to panic.

"Its my choice, I've ruined so much by being here... and this? Us? I'll end up hurting you" I explain.

"No... Hope you don't get to do this, This isn't fair" Lizzie pleads.

I decided to leave. I couldn't do this, seeing Josie every day and knowing how much it would hurt her, Lizzie and i won't work... it'll end in heartbreak.

"I'm sorry" I apologise before closing the door and leaving my dorm... i need some fresh air.

I start to walk towards final corner of the school halls before i hear my name being scream.

"Hope Mikaelson you don't get to fucking act like the martyr here" Lizzie's voice echoes, she was pissed.

"Lizzie you don't see i'm doing this for you for fuck sake" I plead with the girl.

Her eyes were lensed with water, tears streamed down the blonde girls face.

She stands there, not saying a word.

"Look at us... Lizzie. We won't work, you'll find someone better than me i promise... i am not enough, i've strung you two along for too long, and now i pay the price... I wasn't meant to stay this long anyway" I yell, Tears now forming in my eyes.

"Theres no way i'll let you leave Mikaelson, I don't care how hard it will be or if it will end in heartbreak, i'm willing to take that chance" Lizzie pleads for me to not leave.

I turn my head, Trying to calm myself down.... did i want to leave? Absolutely fucking not... was it my only choice... yes.

"Why Lizzie, for fuck sake why don't you let me go... its the right thing to do and you know it" I tell the girl... Hoping she'd let me go.

"YOU KNOW WHY I CAN'T LET YOU LEAVE, BECAUSE I'M SO FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU MIKAELSON THAT IF YOU LEFT I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D FUCKING DO WITH MYSELF" Lizzie screams... those words echoing in my head.

Lizzie's face catches up with what she just said, a moment that she couldn't take back.

She'd never been good with emotions and how she felt yet this time she was crystal clear...

My mind was in two different places... i leave and protect them from myself... Be selfish and stay with this amazing girl... i just wanted to hear her say it.

"What did you say" I shoot a small smirk, behind the tears.

"That Hope Mikaelson i'm so fucking god-damn in love with you" Lizzie repeats, this time with instilled confidence.

A crowd had now appeared, we must've woke everyone up... but that didn't phase me, this girl who made me feel ways i hadn't ever before... told me this.

I let a small smile fill my face ear to ear, Before clashing my lips against hers to try let her know that the feeling was so mutual.

It didn't escalate... wasn't controlled by lust... it was more than that.

It was quickly broken by the fact the crowd starting cheering, Only silencing to let Lizzie speak.

"Please Hope.. don't leave me" Lizzie pleads a final time.

"Okay" a short yet meaningful response... as she swept me up in a hug, wrapping her arms around my waist as my head rested in her shoulders.

Until i clocked another persons face in the crowd... Josie, Stood there with a smile plastered behind her tears, clapping with the crowd.

I mime the words "Thank you".

To which she replies a small head nod, small tears falling down her face.

She knew it too.