My Journal

yes

Dear friends and beloved ones...

From the stuff I have been learning in the last couple of months and the intuition that constantly tells me this is the right chosen path, I have come to the decision of a yes - to all of you.

Perhaps you may now wonder about what I am talking about..., well, I will of course try to explain it more clearly.

Since my last experiences that my dramatic side likes to catalog as dramatic and traumatizing I have been trying to find out solutions to all of what I suffer from, which again, sounds very dramatic, but that is simply how it is.

I cannot say I have found out all the answers because I really think that is mostly impossible since we live in a world full of questions and scarce answers - but what we feel deep in us normally helps us to find the right guide and path for all that you may now think of.

The discovery of the most amazing fact I have ever acknowledged in my entire life I want to share with you lot and with every person as I possibly can. This fact goes like this (which slowly starts to feel like some sort of mantra): "we are spiritual beings having an corporal experience).

Well, how about that?

I know, from whatever point of view you have or believe this either sounds too hippie or way too religious. But is not any of that. This fact does not fall into category created by our world or distorted perceptions. This fact is one of the many truths we have sucessfully forgotten through the passing of time in human history - which is a shame if you ask me, but well... that it is how it is in our civilization and how it will mostly continue to be - nevertheless that does not mean the end of the world, I would say at the lack of another better expression.

If one knows this it is enough for the world to seek balance: one can spread the world, and if not, one can send those positive vibes out into the world and somehow and at some degree help the rest, even when it sounds too cheesy for some.

Reading a book a came up with two things I had been avoiding at all costs in the last past year: compromise and love. I very thought at some point any of that was worth the effort, the "sacrifices", time, nor anything at all. But as we are beings which naturally love, of course I felt most of the time thinking that uncomfortable - it was as if I deep down knew that was not that way. Which eventually reminded me of something I strongly believe since I decided to stay on earth, and that it contradicted by all means that of what I believe in: "if you choose to stay here, you better live the hell out of it, because otherwise I find no reason to be here if not on the peaceful side". My question to all is "why would you choose to stay alive on earth and not enjoy it, and just see the dark side of everything? why would that make any sense?" unless of course you are very masochistic and find it just fine by not being fine.

Of course from my point of view and from my many experiences, being not fine and not doing anything to change that at all is not funny *at all*.

That is why I am facing now all the "demons" and apparently have erased most of them or am at the task. I would love for everyone to get to this stage because is literally heavenly! I think that is why I am starting to admire very much Dr. Dyer - he had the courage to stand out and say "hey, you know what, I want to share this, and I do not care if it is taken seriously or not, it is simply a truth and everyone should get the chance to at least get to know it even if they do not believe it at first or never". And his task was endearing and ardous for most times, I know it even if he does not focues on it when he writes - but that is because it is very irrelevant.

Did you know that everything else is very irrelevant, and that the only thing that really matters is your wellbeing. This may come out as a very selfish sentence to some, but it is not. Believe me, it is not. As he explains it, in my very humble words, the reason of existence of anything or anyone is not that of suffering or pain, nor depression or anger, nor stress or anxiety. Why would something exist for such dull reasons?