Let you go | changjin

12. Into your arms

[warning: light smut]

Minseok had fallen asleep near the end of the movie and Hyunjin had gone to put him to bed leaving Changbin alone in the spacious living room. The boy smiled recalling the day's events. When he had left the studio and decided to take a walk in the park on his way back home he didn't think he would end up spending the evening at Hyunjin's place and befriending the toddler. Of course, it would require more time to create stronger bonds but he was glad that the little boy was so welcoming and sympathetic towards him.

Somewhere deep down his mind, he could still feel the uncertainty but for now, he ignored it. When he had felt the younger's gentle touch that conveyed both love and concern earlier all the doubts vanished. Changbin craved the warmth of Hyunjin the most in this world. He wanted to be held, loved, to feel needed, to be with him; body and soul. 

The boy squirmed in his seat waiting for the blond to come back. An uncomfortable sensation of heat gradually pooled in the pit of his stomach. Changbin couldn't believe how his body reacted to just a thought of the younger's touch. Maybe it would be better if I- a sudden presence disturbed his inner monologue. Hyunjin sat down next to him with a small huff. "Sorry, Minseok woke up and I had to read him to sleep," he explained while running his fingers through the long strands of his hair. "He asked for his 'bunny uncle' but I told him that he'll see you tomorrow," he chuckled with amusement. "I think he likes y- Changbin? Are you okay?" he panicked once he noticed the older's feverish cheeks.

Changbin didn't realize he was being called; all he could think of was how Hyunjin's fingers ran smoothly through his long ash-blond hair and how his plump rose-colored lips moved to articulate words. The older's face had been burning since the blond sat down next to him but at the moment he felt his whole body blazing.

For a moment, Hyunjin observed the boy with confusion mixed with worry before it hit him and he smirked. "Binnie?" he asked once again but there was no response this time too. At this point, it was clear to him what was 'wrong with the older. Changbin's eyes were fixed on his lips which meant his mind was occupied with thoughts other than anything he had said. He leaned forward and joined their lips in an unrushed kiss licking his way into his mouth.

At first, the older was taken aback as he seemed to finally come back to reality but he soon melted into the movements of Hyunjin's tongue. The kiss didn't last long but it left him panting. The blond put on a proud smile; he enjoyed the sight of Changbin being breathless, with a crimson red blush adorning his round cheeks and his pupils dilated conveying every desire his mouth couldn't articulate.

"Is this what you want?" he asked. Changbin hung his head low in abashment and pressed his thighs together. He didn't do a good job hiding his neediness, did he? Fuck it. He lifted his head with confidence and gazed into the younger's eyes. "Yes." The sudden change of the older's behavior ignited something indescribable in the blond. "Okay but not here," he almost growled as he lifted the bewildered boy in a bridal style in a swift motion. Changbin yelped in surprise and wrapped his arms around his shoulders.

With cautious steps, he went upstairs passing Minseok's room and his office. Changbin's heart raced in his chest beating faster and faster with every second. Once they arrived in the younger's bedroom Hyunjin put him down on the silk sheets and started to pepper the smaller's skin with wet kisses starting from the jawline.

Changbin was a mess; his mind was in a completely different dimension. Every part of his whole being felt blissful when the younger's hands roamed his body. For a second, he forgot not to make noise and a moan escaped his quivering lips as the blond sucked on a spot in the crevice of his clavicle. "Baby, you have to be quiet," Hyunjin whispered into Changbin's ear and bit on it playfully making the boy shiver underneath him and let out a muffled whimper. "Can you be a good bunny and keep down your cute moans?" he asked leaving feather-light kisses on the boy's neck and collarbones.

"Hmm"

"What was it, baby?"

"Yes, I'll be good! Hyunjin please,"

"What do you want me to do?"

"Fuck me already. I need to feel you inside me."

"Aren't you an impatient bunny, huh?" Hyunjin chuckled and kissed Changbin's pouty lips. "Anything for my prince."

The older turned into a blushing mess. The blond was so sweet yet incredibly hot, and what's important only his. After so many lonely and cold nights he was finally able to feel the warmth he had desired the most in this world.

Quick preparation and the two bodies were ready to become one. Hyunjin pushed in slowly giving Changbin time to adjust to his length. The boy bit on his bottom lip hard to keep in any sounds of pleasure bubbling inside his chest. He couldn't be too vocal unless he wanted to wake up the sleeping toddler only two rooms away but it was difficult for Changbin not to make any noise when he felt on cloud nine.

Hyunjin started to move gingerly checking his lover for any signs of discomfort or pain when suddenly a quiet sob escaped the older's quivering lips and a few tears rolled down his cheeks. The boy halted his movements in panic and reached for Changbin's face to stroke it softly.

"Hey, what's wrong, baby? Are you in pain? Do you want me to stop?"

Changbin hid his face in his hands.

"Changbin? Baby?"

"I mi-missed you s-so much," the boy sobbed out almost inaudibly through the fingers. Hyunjin took his hands into his own and kissed each one on the heel of the palm. He wiped the wet traces off the older's cheeks and pecked his lips.

"I missed you too. I thought I would never hold you ever again... that you won't love me again," he confessed with a voice close to cracking. Changbin intertwined their fingers and sniffled.

"I've never stopped loving you."

Hearing the words, Hyunjin broke into an eye-reaching smile. He was over the moon.
"I love you," he blurted.

"I love you too."

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Hi everyone! 💗

I planned to publish this chapter sooner but I have fallen asleep while writing it and I didn't have time to end it the next few days, sorry. I hope it turned out okay. I suck at spicy scenes oops. 😅

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