You Got My Love // Aston Merrygold

Part 2

ASTONS P.O.V

You know that feeling of heartbreak? When it feels like there's nothing worth living for? That's how I feel now. Turns out my girlfriend, well ex-girlfriend now was cheating on me. I loved her, she wasn't 'the one' but when you're with someone for a long-ish time, It hurts when they don't want you anymore. I didn't love her, I don't think I love-loved her in the first place. More of friendship love.

"Aston, you need to leave the house." Marv sighed walking into the living room where I was sprawled out across the sofa.

"No." I moaned turning over so my back was facing him and my face was facing the back of the sofa.

"Ast, you can't sit it all the time, you need to get your life back on track, all you do is sit in, eat, sleep and watch TV." Jay sighed walking into the room along with Reesh.

"Maybe I don't want to move." I moaned again hiding my face with my arms.

"Seriously Ast, she was a girl. She was a slag. Admit it." Reesh sighed.

"You know what?" I snapped sitting up and facing them all. "Maybe she was a slag, maybe she was just a girl and maybe I don't love her. But how would you feel to be cheated on? It makes you feel worthless." I snapped before standing up and walking upstairs and back to my un-made bed. That's how bad I was feeling. I didn't even make my bed. 

"Ast, we're heading home." Marv sighed opening my bedroom door.

"Look, I'm sorry boys, I didn't mean to snap, my heads all over the place." I sighed looking at the door where they were all stood.

"It's fine bruv, we understand, listen how about we go out tonight? Take your mind of things?" Reesh asked.

"But..." I started.

"We're not taking no for an answer, be ready for 7." Jay laughed as they shut the door and left the house.

Guess I had no choice now. I finally got of my bed and 6 and had a shower and a shave before getting ready and sorting my hair.

I was wearing a pale, blue shirt along with some darker blue jeans. I made a effort, but that didn't mean I was going to enjoy my night. I didn't want to go out at all. I made my way downstairs when there was a horn outside meaning the boys were here. I sighed before grabbing my phone, wallet and keys and making my way to the door. I locked the door behind me and made my way to the car. "Cheer up Ast." Marv laughed as I got in, in the back. "Hiya Roch, Hiya Chloe." I smiled once I'd shut the door. And with that we made our way to the club.

NORMAL P.O.V

It had been two weeks since the whole incident with Jake. I told the police everything that happened and they were now searching Ben. After a week it was Jake's funeral. THE hardest thing I've ever had to do. It finally sunk in that he was gone forever and I'd never see him again.

"Seriously Alexis, get off the couch, put the ice-cream away and get changed." Emily sighed slouching on the sofa next to the one I was sprawled out across.

"I don't want to mov.e" I moaned shoving more ice-cream in my mouth. Yup, that's how I spent these past two weeks. On the couch, eating ice-cream, in my pyjamas and my hair tied back In a messy bun.

"Right, we're going out tonight, I'm sick of you sitting in constantly. You have no life anymore." Sophia announced, coming down from the toilet.

"I will not go out" I said sternly, pulling the blanket back over my legs.

"Babe, they're right, you were always up for a night out, why not now?" Cameron asked whilst wrapping his arm around Emily's shoulder.

"Why? WHY? Because the fucking love of my life got killed in the club, he's gone and I'll never see him again. Him leaving feels like he's took my heart with him. I don't want to go out." I snapped, a tear rolling down my cheek.

"Babe, what did he say before he went? Move on. You need to do it, we'll go out tonight, stay together and we'll leave as soon as you want." Emily smiled taking the ice-cream from my hands.

"You promise you'll leave once I say?" I asked pulling the blanket off my legs.

"Yes, now come on, we'll go get dressed together, me and Sophia still have some dresses here, Cam you go home then come pick us up?" Emily asked handing Cameron the keys.

"Sure babe, I'll be back at 7." He smiled leaving us to it.

We went upstairs, I had a shower before getting changed.

I was wearing a black dress that had material cut out along the stomach and covered by flowered pattern net. I curled my brown hair and then I was done.

"Wow, you look gorgeous." Sophia grinned once I'd walked out my room.

"Yeah, yeah, of course I do, now can we go now?" I sighed.

"Yup, Cam will be here soon" Emily smiled as we made our way downstairs.

Tonight should be good.