You Got My Love // Aston Merrygold

Part 30

ASTONS P.O.V

She was pregnant. My girl was pregnant. I couldn't wipe the grin off my face, It was like It's permanently there. I was going to be a daddy.

"But there's one thing Ast." she mumbled. Wait, what?

"What?" I asked, confused.

"I don't know who's the dad... you or Ben." I felt my heart drop. It felt like I couldn't breathe.

"What?... How?... But..." I stuttered.

"We didn't use condoms," she mumbled. "And when... when he raped me, he didn't either." she said before the tears she was holding back slowly rolled down her face.

I pulled her into my chest and let her cry. "I'm so sorry, I'm so, so sorry." she cried.

"Hey, you have nothing to be sorry for, none of this is your fault, you didn't know it was going to happen, don't say sorry." I said before leaning down to kiss her head.

"But Ast, what happens If the baby isn't yours." she whispered.

I swallowed before taking a deep breath. If It wasn't mine, then that was going to be hard. She'd have a baby that wasn't mine, that was some sick rapists. But I'd NEVER leave her. I love her too much. "If It Isn't mine then I'd still help you bring It up, I'd treat It as my own. Sure It'll be hard helping you raise a baby that's not mine, but I'd treat It as though It was mine. I wouldn't leave you, I love you, whatever happens in this relationship is both our problems. So If It Is his, he won't know, I'd class the baby as my own." I smiled.

"You're amazing you know that." she whispered, looking up at me and stroking my cheek.

"I know." I winked making her laugh.

"But what If the baby Is him and looks like him and not me, then what'd we do?" she asked.

I actually had no Idea. "Whilst you're pregnant, we tell everyone that the baby's mine, then when you have It, If It Isn't mine and It doesn't look like you then I guess we'd have to tell everyone."

"No, please, don't tell everyone, all your fans and the public will think I'm some slut who's slept around and cheated on you." she said, starting to cry again.

"No, wait, baby, I didn't mean that, I meant tell our friends, my family, your family, they have to know, It's gonna be suspicious If you have a baby that takes after none of us." I said, stroking her arm.

"Oh, ok then, but I don't see my parents much, they live ages away so that wouldn't matter anyway, I only see them at christmas when I go up or If I go there during a holiday off work, so we wouldn't have to tell them."

"No, baby, you have to tell your family and parents you're pregnant, your parents will be the baby's grandparents. You'll have to tell them." I sighed.

"Ok, I guess I'll tell them at some point then." she mumbled.

"How about we get showered and ask the others to come out for a meal so we can announce that you're pregnant." I grinned.

"Ok, I'm gonna have a shower." she smiled standing up.

"Can I join you?" I winked.

"If you want, but NO funny business." she said sternly while pointing a finger at me making me laugh.

"Yes ma'am." I smirked, making her laugh.

She looked a bit happier after getting that off her chest. I quickly text the guys and they agreed to come before I ran up the stairs to my girlfriend.

After we showered, I got changed back into the clothes I had on today. We were going to stop off at mine on the way there so I could get changed then. I sat on Alexis' bed and watched her get ready. I watched the way she put her make up on, she really didn't need any of it.

"Why do you wear that?" I asked, making her turn around and look at me confused.

"Why do I wear what?"

"Make up, you don't need it, you're perfect with out it." I said, smiling at the way I made her blush.

"I do need it." she answered.

"No, you really don't."

"But.." she started before I cut her off.

"No more buts, you're perfect, you don't need it, end of." I laughed.

I watched her laugh before she turned around to continue getting ready. Once she done her make up and hair, she walked over to her wardrobe and pulled out a purple dress and stepped into it and pulled it up. The dress was purple, it was tight at the top then ruffled out towards the bottom. 

"Ast, will you zip it up please?" she asked, turning around to face me.

"Of course." I smiled.

I zipped it up for her before she put her shoes on and grabbed her bag and left the room with me following. We made our way to mine. I quickly got changed into purple top and dark jeans. 

"You ready to go?" I asked Alexis after coming downstairs.

"Yup, let's go." she smiled. I grabbed her hand and we made our way to the restaurant.