You Got My Love // Aston Merrygold

Part 20

I finally found the courage to go back to see Aston. I walked in the booth and his face lit up, a huge smile appearing on his face. It broke my heart to think I had to leave him.

"Hi baby." he grinned.

"Hi." I said forcing a smile.

"Are you ok?" he asked moving over and wrapping his arm around my shoulder.

"I'm fine." I lied.

"I know you well enough to know that's a lie, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, I'm just tired." I sighed, looking around the club when I spotted Ben stood at the other side grinning at me.

"Can we go back to the hotel please? I just want to sleep?" I asked, turning my gaze back to Aston.

"Are you sure you're ok?"

"Yes, I'm fine, can we go now?"

"Yeah, come on then, I'll just text the boys when we get back." he smiled, standing up and holding my hand to lead me out the door.

"Are you sure you're ok?" Ast asked once we were in the hotel room.

"Yes! I said I was fine, I'm just tired." I sighed, getting some pyjamas out my case and going into the bathroom.

I got changed into them before walking back into the room and getting straight into bed. Aston stripped down into his boxers and slipped into bed beside me and wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to him.

"I love you, you know that right?" I said, looking up at him.

"Of course I know that! I love you too, but what's bought this on?" he asked.

"Nothing, I just thought I'd tell you. Night." I yawned, snuggling into his chest.

"Night babe." he whispered before kissing my head.

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I woke up the next morning, in the same position, snuggled into Aston's chest. I hate the fact I had to leave him, I couldn't, I loved him too much. But If I stayed with him then he'll get hurt. I didn't care If I got hurt, I just couldn't watch him get hurt. And as much as I wanted to, I knew I couldn't tell anyone about what Ben had said, not Aston, not one of the girls.. No one. I slowly eased myself out of his grip before getting in the shower then getting changed into my joggers before we hit the road again.

"Aston." I said, sitting beside him and poking his nose, but he didn't move.

"Astonnn." I said again, poking all over his face trying to wake him up.

"Astooonnnn." I laughed.

"What?" he moaned, pulling the covers over his head.

"No! Get up, we need to go soon." I laughed, pulling the covers down.

"Nooo, I'm tired." he moaned, again. He really wasn't a morning person.

"Get up, or I'll pour water over you." I smirked.

"Ok, Ok, I'm up." he sighed getting up and walking into the bathroom.

"Ok, I'm ready now, let's go." Aston smiled.

We grabbed our bags before heading downstairs to the tour bus. 

"HI!" I shouted over to Emily once she finally came down.

"Shut up." she moaned walking over to me and smacking me on the arm.

"WHY? HUNGOVER?" I shouted again.

"You're not funny." she moaned walking away and into the bus.

"You're so mean to her." Aston laughed.

"No, she'd do the same to me, she has before." I laughed before grabbing his hand and getting onto the tour bus to make our way to the next venue.

*Skipping time*

The tour was now over! It was absolutely amazing! I've had the time of my life on this tour and the banter has been amazing! Had I finished things with Aston yet? Nope. Had I tried? Nope. I couldn't bring myself to do it. I couldn't bring myself to see the heartbreak on his face when I said it. It would kill me knowing I'd hurt him. But tour was over now, and I hadn't stuck to Ben's words. It was just the waiting game.

Right now I was getting ready for a night out with the group to celebrate the end of tour. I was wearing a tight black dress that had ruffles on the side and a black belt around my waist. I slightly curled my hair before adding some makeup. My phone vibrated, indicating I had a text.

*5 minutes then I'm coming to pick you up! Be ready! ; p Axxxx<3* 

I smiled to myself before slipping my silver heels on then made my way downstairs to wait for Aston. Exactly 5 minutes later there was a knock on the door meaning Aston was here.

"Hey baby." he smiled.

"Hiya Aston." I grinned.

"Come here." he grinned, wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me towards him.

"Yesss." I giggled.

"I want my kiss." he pouted making me laugh.

"Aw, come here then." I laughed, wrapping my arms around his neck and leaning in to kiss him.

"Come on then we need to go." he smiled.

"Lego." I grinned, grabbing his hand after locking my door and making our way down the path to the car.

"Tonight's gonna be good." Aston grinned once we'd got into the car.

"What makes you say that?" I asked.

"I don't actually know, I just have this feeling." he smiled, taking my hand and linking his fingers with it.

"I love you." he smiled.

"I love you more." I grinned.