You Got My Love // Aston Merrygold

Part 26

You Got My Love

Part 26

It was the next day and today me, Jay, Marv, Reesh, Rochelle, Chloe, Emily, Sophia and Cameron were all going over Ast's for a 'DVD day' as he called it. 

Aston had slept at my house again last night because I didn't want to be alone. I was scared. I didn't want to be alone, knowing he was out there somewhere and he could get me at anytime and do it again. When I'm with Aston, I feel safe and protected and I know nothing will hurt me when I'm with him. I knew Ben would be back. He wasn't gonna do something for a quick thrill then leave me alone for good. He wanted more and he wasn't gonna stop here. This was the start. But I had to move on and forget about him. There wasn't anything more he could do. It was just the waiting game I guess.

I made my way to Aston's at about 5. We were getting takeout once everyone was there. It'll be nice to have a night in all together. None of them knew about the incident with Ben. I made Aston promise not to tell any of them. I'd known Emily, Sophia and Cameron all my life but I didn't even tell them, I didn't want anyone to know. And I knew that If Cameron found out, he'd go look for him and beat the shit out of him. I never let Aston go after him in case he got hurt and I knew Cameron wouldn't agree not to go. He'd not listen and I wouldn't be able to live If Ben had hurt him.. Another person I'd grown up with. 

"Hiya baby." Aston grinned as he opened the door.

"Hi." I smiled.

"I've missed you." he said, leaning down to kiss me.

"I've missed you too." I giggled, kissing him.

"Do you want to go get the takeaway?"

"Yeah, but what about the others?"

"They're not coming until 6." he smirked.

"What? Why?"

"Because I want to spend some time with my girl before they come." he said, smiling at me cutely.

"Awww!" I giggled, leaning up to kiss him again.

"Are we walking or taking the car to get this takeout?" he asked.

"You wanna walk? It's warm and the takeouts aren't that far away, plus, It's late-ish so you won't get mobbed."

"Haha, true, come on then, we'll walk." he smiled.

"What take out are we getting? We'll have to think of something that everyone will like." he said, linking his hand with mine.

"Hm, I don't mind, but not Nando's, we've had that loads."

"Pizza then?" he asked.

"Yeah, sure." I smiled, looking up at him. 

About half an hour later, we were back at Aston's and the pizza's and drinks ect, were in the kitchen. Ast didn't get mobbed on the walk like I said, however we did bump into some fans, but he was more than happy to stop for them. That's what I love about all 4 boys; how much they love and appreciate their fans!

"We've got half an hour left until the others come, what do you want to do?" Aston asked, walking into the living room where I was sat on the sofa.

"I don't mind, there's not long until they arrive so there's not much we can do."

"Can we have cuddles then?"

"Aw, of course." I laughed, standing up then sitting back down on his knee and wrapping my arms around his neck as his arms went around my waist.

"I love you so, so much." he mumbled into my hair.

"I love you so, so much too." I giggled.

"And I'm so sorry I wasn't there to protect you from Ben, you shouldn't of had to put up with that and go through it." he sighed.

"Ast, you didn't know that It was gonna happen, You don't have to be sorry, It wasn't your fault was it?" I said, lifting my head and looking at him.

"No but.."

"No buts! It wasn't your fault and you couldn't have done anything about it! You never knew, I was at dancing, how was anyone meant to know." I said, cutting him off.

"I know, It's just..."

"Be quiet." I giggled.

"You're putting a downer on the night." I smirked making him laugh.

"Ok, I'm sorry." he laughed, bending his head to kiss me.