Nostalgic Stars

18

Ilang linggo na ang nakalipas hindi pa rin naisipan magparamdam sa 'akin ni Rejanne. I understand him and his Mom's condition pero girlfriend niya rin naman ako, gusto ko rin naman na sana paglaanan niya ako kahit kaunting oras man lang. 'Yung message ko sa 'kanya noong mga nakaraang linggo hanggang ngayon hindi niya pa rin nababasa. I tried calling him multiple times, but he didn't even answer one of my calls. 

Nagsisimula na rin ako mag alala dahil sa mga pinapakita niya sa 'akin ngayon. Hindi ko siya mapuntahan kasi hindi ko alam 'kung nasaan ba talaga silang hospital. Simula rin noong umuwi dito sila Dad sa mansyon, hindi na rin sumagi sa isip nila na bumalik sa Manila. 

Aaminin ko na sobrang bago ng mga pinapakita nila sa 'aming dalawa ni Kuya pero unti unti ko na rin sinasanay ang sarili ko sa mga pinapakita nilang dalawa at higit sa lahat ang presensya nila sa bahay.

Linggo ngayon at walang pasok. Napagdesisyunan ko na manatili lang maghapon dito sa bahay at hintayin ang tawag ni Rejanne. He ghosted me for a couple of weeks now and I missed him so damn much. I heard a knock from my door, but I just look at it and decided to not open it. 

''Mickey, it's time for lunch.'' Dad said.

I was expecting it was a maid since Dad never knock on my door before. Yeah, that's how we're not close to each other. I sighed and get up from my bed to eat my lunch. Gutom na rin naman kasi ako. Habang matamlay kinakain dito ang pagkain ko, narinig ko na nameke ng ubo si Dad.

I looked up to him and I was shocked when his eyes are already on me. Umayos ako ng upo. 

''What's up to you these days? You seem like your tired everyday and all the time.'' Mom said.

Magsasalita na sana ako ng pangunahan ako ni Kuya, ''Hindi kasi pinapansin nung boyfriend niya.'' He said.

Sinamaan ko naman siya ng tingin dahil doon sa sinabi niya. I should stop telling about him everything from now on. ''It's not that, I'm just tired.'' Pangrarason ko naman.

Kuya was about to talk again, but I gave him the deadliest glare he will ever receive in his life. Tumango naman sila Mom and Dad at pinagpatuloy na ang pagkain. I just sighed in relief. I know that they know that I have a boyfriend, but as much as possible  I don't want them to talk about Rejanne especially when I'm around. It's just feel awkward.

Nang matapos kaming kumain ay dali dali naman akong bumalik sa kwarto ko para tingnan 'kung may tawag at text ba akong na receive mula kin Rejanne. I sighed again when I received nothing from him. Why does feel that he's making me feel unwanted. I just dropped the drama out of my system and keep myself busy to not think of him. 

I was too lazy to study or read book do I just decided to watch some k-drama for a couple of hours. Nang masawa ako sa panonood ng k-drama, inalok ko si Adi na maglaro ng codm since nakita ko siyang online. I'm not actually good in this game but I really liked playing it. Naka limang laro kami at dalawa lang naman 'yung talo.

Nung sumapit na 'yung hapon ay naisipan 'kong maligo at lumabas na ng kwarto ko. I left my phone inside my room because it's charging. Pagbaba ko nadtanan ko na walng katao tao sa sala. So I decided to go outside of our house to catch some fresh air.

Nadtnan ko doon sila Mom at Kuya sa labas na naglalaro ng tennis. Mag isa lang si Dad at walang kakampi habang si Kuya naman ay kakampi si Mom. I scratch my head. Bakit ata bigla nilang na isip na maglaro ng tennis. Tennis was actually my not so my favorite sport. I enjoyed playing tennis cause it was really easy to play.

Biglang napunta 'yung bola sa tapat ko kaya napatingin silang lahat sa 'akin. They all smiled at me and waved their hands, meaning they want me to join there game. I bend my body a little to get the ball and give it to them.