water droplets //dnf//

letters

When I open the note I see the familiar handwriting. George. I pick up the note to the world first. My mind was still not sure on what was happening.

the note read:

"hey world.

you know, i never thought i'd be here. writing letters to people, handwritten letters. it's kind of cheesy, but it works.

earth.. you suck. i'm angry. angry at everything you've put me through, things
you've put dream through. just everything. you're a stupid bitch who hurts people for no reason.

sorry. that's a little harsh. but i just don't understand why you make me hurt like this. why me, other people seem so happy, i just want what they have.

i mean it's too late to fix me now, but if you could, make sure dream has a good life.

you've put him through enough shit, he deserves to be happy.

i hope you see this earth, because the world is fucked. and you should do something to fix it.

don't miss me too much."

At first I thought these were little diary entries, little notes and thoughts. But boy, was I wrong.

Setting the first piece of paper down, I open the second note, the one addressed to the fans.

the note read:

"well hello!

if you're lucky, someone found this, and shared it online. hopefully dream saw it and posted it on twitter or something i don't know.

but that's besides the point. if you're reading this and you're a viewer, a fan, or even an anti, i want you to know it's not because of any of you. none of you.

i had some personal shit, i was too tired, and needed to go.

don't feel sorry for me, it was my choice, and honestly the best choice. but once again, it wasn't you. i want you guys to move on, to another 'fandom'. i never really deserved you guys in the first place.

please don't miss me to much. i'm not that special. but before i go, you all need to know how valuable you are.

i truly couldn't have asked for a better community, i'm so grateful for you all. never forget your worth.

i hope you all have an amazing life!

i love you!
-gogy"

'Needed to go', what does he mean?

But the first thing I noticed was the different tone in the letters. George was always good at reading a room. He always knew how to act in different situations.

Where is George? I need him to explain, I'm not really getting it. But I put down this note, and grab the last one. Addressed to me.

the note read:

"my dearest, dream.

if you're reading this, i've already left, or maybe i'm okay and just decided to show you anyways. but the first option is much more likely.

i didn't have a plan for this note. hopefully it all makes sense. you always seem to get me.

but here it is. i'm going to tell you everything. everything i've tried to tell you but couldn't.