⚠️: a little note before this chapter. the song isn't playing in the actual story. i just feel like the lyrics match up with their pov's so it's like a narration.
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*start song here*
~George POV
I wish I could find the words to tell him.
I hate seeing him worried about me.
"clay i'm not sure."
I'm being honest with you, Clay.
"can you try to explain it, george?"
Not really.
"i've been feeling a bit off since we've been in england."
I don't know how to explain it to you.
"what do you mean.. off?"
I wish I knew.
"clay.. i really don't know. something is just making me-"
"making you what?"
...
"george? you can talk to me."
"i'm trying."
i didn't care
to state the plain
kept my mouth closed
we're both so
familiar
"trying is good enough.."
stick by me
close by me
"i don't want you to be mad at me dream."
Please don't be mad at me.
"i just wanna help."
"well, i guess i'm struggling."
"okay.. go on"
Okay.
'Okay' is good, he's not mad.
"maybe it was my mom.
or fr- frankie."
"yeah that would make sense"
"but i really think it would've happened either way"
"can you explain."
No. I can't.
"i don't think i'm good enough for you clay. you're trying so hard. i'm upset over.. nothing"
Silence.
Please say something.
i care for you still
and i will forever
that was my part of the deal
honest
we got so
familiar
"not again.."
What does he mean..
"again?"
"please don't leave me, georgie."
"clay that's not what i mean. i just don't know how to be good for you."
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water droplets //dnf//
RomansaDream and George have a normal friendship until a random plane ticket brings them together. Dream has depression and with George there his spirits are kind of lifted, but the trauma beneath the surface of both of them has to surface at some point. T...
