Tom Holland Imagines

Had To Tell You

It's been three days since Peter left town to fight on a mission. I haven't slept in the past two nights. Every time I close my eyes, horrible images come to my mind of peter getting hurt or him being injured.
I can't help thinking that I could lose him.
I can't lose him. I'm not ready for that. I haven't even had the guts to tell him I'm in love with him.

We've been friends for two years now,we usually spend time watching Star Wars, or hanging out with Ned and Mj.
But a year ago, Peter and I were walking down my street, and suddenly his hand slightly touched mine and a bunch of butterflies appeared inside of me.
Since then, I've started seeing Peter with different eyes.

Some months ago, I saw him leaving school early because of the Stark internship, and through the class' window, I saw him jumping over the high school bench.
That day I said to the teacher that my head was aching, so I could go home. But I didn't. I followed him. And discovered he is Spider-man.
He was nervous and began to stutter to make a convincing lie to tell me, but I knew him too well and he told me everything.
I said I wouldn't tell anyone about his secret identity and since then, we've been closer than ever.

Right now it's 1:05 a.m.
And I'm overthinking about Peter, about my feelings for him and about how I should tell him I love him. Yes I love him. I know it may sound weird because we aren't together, but I know how my body acts when I'm around him and I can tell that it is love.

Suddenly, I hear a knock on my window. I get up from my bed just to find Peter hanging on a spiderweb. I let out a sigh of relief.
I open the window and he walks in. I immediately run to him and give him the biggest hug I can. He hugs me back stronger than ever.
With my head still on his chest, I whisper
"I've missed you so much. I thought I would never see you again. I couldn't sleep. I was very scared Pete" I feel a tear running down my cheek as Peter's thumb starts caressing it. "Hey don't worry darling, I'm here with you and I'm not leaving" he says placing a soft kiss on my forehead.
We stay like that for a minute, just enjoying each other's company before I pull away from him.

"Pete I need to tell you something" I take a deep breath before continuing when he nods. "So we've been friends for a while now, and some months ago, I started to like you."
He opens his mouth to say something, but closes it when I continue talking. "I know you may not feel the same, but I just had to tell you that these feelings I have towards you, grow everyday and I think I'm actually in love with you." The last three words leave my mouth like a whisper. I think he hasn't heard them, but when he cups my face in his hands and kisses me, I know he has.
I kiss him back and our lips move in sync, as if they were meant for each other.
After a minute, we pull away to catch our breaths.
My hands are around his neck, and his are on my waist. Our foreheads are touching.
He looks me in the eyes and kisses my nose.
I chuckle a little bit.
"I love you too Y/n" I stare at him not expecting him to say that. "I've loved you since we met. At the beginning I liked you a lot, but then I started staring at you at class, at night thinking about you, and in my missions, I couldn't stop missing you.
That's when I realized that I'm in love with you" he gives me a quick smile before I lean in to kiss him again.

Peter Parker, loves me.