Say Something

Epilogue

It's Louis's funeral, Harry sits in a chair next to Louis's siblings, he has Clifford on a leash, behind him sits Niall, Zayn, and Liam. Harry has on a Louis blue suit in honor of his husband. The funeral is located in a gorgeous chapel with a beautiful sunflower field outside. A preacher stands by a table that has pictures of Louis, his rainbow bear, and his football jersey. If I Could Fly begins to play.

"Welcome, today we are going to be celebrating the life of Louis William Tomlinson, he was a husband, brother, father, son, and friend. He had a vibrant personality that anyone who knew him loved. His life was lost so tragically due to the hatred of the cruel world. Today we have his sisters, his bandmates, and his husband to speak on behalf of him. After we finish the service, you will all be given a blue balloon in his honor. You will let the balloon go into the air and fly away. Now Louis Tomlinson's siblings are going to come up to speak," the pastor says.

The pastor sits down, Lottie and all her siblings go up. They are crying, Phoebe holds Doris's hand, and Daisy holds Ernest's hand. Lottie stands in the middle and her siblings stand around her.       

"Louis, my big brother, he was always the funny protective big brother. He had such a big heart, and it was that big heart that killed him. He was the most perfect brother to me and all of our siblings. My siblings asked me to say a few things for them. Pheobe wants to say she misses Louis's laugh, Daisy misses watching him perform, and Doris and Ernest miss playing with him. We all miss you tremendously Louis, may you rest in peace," Lottie says not able to contain her tears.

Louis's siblings go back to their seats, Niall, Liam, and Zayn walk up to the podium.

"Louis was our mate, he was our brother, me and him would get in water fights on stage. I miss that, I miss him. Zayn misses Louis joking around and making us laugh, Niall misses his big brother who always knew how to make him smile. We love you Tommo and we'll never forget you mate," Liam says bursting out in tears.

Liam and the rest of the boys sit down. Harry stands up and hands Clifford too Lottie, he's in tears, everyone watches him as he walks up to the podium.

"Louis was my husband and the love of my life, there are days I can still hear his voice, I can hear him say don't put the fucking avocados on my sandwich. I really don't know what I'm going to do without him, he was my rock, he was my home. Me and Lou had this plan that we were going to grow old together, have two kids, a boy, and a girl, we would get remarried, legally this time. But that plan, that dream can never happen now. I loved Louis so much, I still do, he's my soul mate, I can never love another again. If Lou could have any superpower, he would fly and that's just what he did, he flew away leaving me behind to miss him every day," Harry says as he cries.

Harry pauses to let out a loud cry before going on with his speech.

"For so many years Lou had to hide who he was, and he had enough. I wish I could go back and tell nineteen-year-old Louis not to sign the contract, even if meant I had too instead. If he would have never signed the contract, he could have been himself, the real Lou, the Lou I know and love, he wouldn't be dead, he would be with me again. I would get to hold his hands, kiss him, and love on him again like I did before he left me. I wish every day I could get one more day with him so I can kiss him one more time. I can't do this; I can't do this! I want my boo bear back; I want my boo bear back! Why did he have to leave me behind? Why? Why Lou, why?"    

Harry bursts into tears, his body is trembling, he lets out a loud scream, his whole body is shaking, his knees look like they are about to give out. Liam stands up and runs to Harry, he stands by Harry, putting his arm around him.

"Harry, do you want me to finish your speech for you?" Liam whispers

Harry stops screaming and looks at Liam with his tear-filled face.