I'm so fucking angry. I don't know what to think anymore. My heart feels like it's being penetrated with a sharp blade unlike my skin. Which is where it should be. I don't like being lied to. So many people have manipulated me, used me for sex, and kissed me goodbye and never meant it. What if you're doing that to me? What if you're going to leave stitches in my arm? I can't bare to think of it. but I can't help it. I wish I could, but I truly can't. Its happened so many times I -
I wouldn't blame you if you were the next.
TRH
