12:40am
4-1-15
It just hit me
How much I hate myself
And it hit
Really hard
I'm laying here crying
Because I was looking at pictures of myself
Just because of that
I'm absolutely disgusted with myself
I hate everything I see in the mirror
And honestly
I don't think I've ever looked in the mirror
And loved
Anything
I want to rip off access skin
I want to bleach my body to get rid of the freckles
I want to dye my hair different colors
I want different eyes
Different legs
Different arms
A different body
A different mind
I just
I want
To
Drop
Dead.
&
I'm
Sorry
TRH
