Being numb does crazy things to your body. The hole in your chest digs itself deeper to the point where no minor could find you in that dark and cold cave sitting in the pit of your stomach. Your eyes gaze off into the nothingness of your surroundings. Your body is limp but you can feel your cabins pumping blood, and your heart beat getting faster. Don't cry, you're being pathetic. You try to snap out of this numbness that's taken over your body, but it only lasts a second. You take a deep breath, and blink a couple of times. But as soon as you settle yourself back into your seat it feels like an egg full of depression was smashed in your head. It'll start with your eyes and droop down slowly to your feet.
The worst part is.
You can't control it.
