I'm tired of saying I'm okay when I'm not. If I say I'm not okay things will either be blown out of proportion or ill get an "I'm sorry I love you, you'll be okay." I've even fucking telling myself ill be okay for the past 8 years and I'm just getting worse yeah ill have my good days, and sometimes ill hae a good week. But nothing lasts for me. CPS got involved when I told someone I wasn't okay. I was taken to a crisis clinic when I told someone I wasn't okay. and all that did was make me look pathetic and crazy. Don't message me, or text me or anything asking me what's going on because I have no fucking clue anymore. it's an on going pain that I can't describe anymore.
So no.
I'm not okay.
TRH
