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Newt- Rivals- part 10

My body felt heavy and sore. My eyelids refused to lift open. The distinct smell of alcohol lingered in the air, intoxicating my sense of smell. When I finally forced me eyes open I became panic stricken when I realised I wasn't in my bed at home. In no time, realisation came across me as I remembered the night before and I calmed. I've never been a rebellious child, I guess until now. Going out on raves and drinking my worries away had become an insatiable habit of mine. It kept my mind of reality, which was the only thing I needed.

My back ached from sleeping on the hard wood floor. I felt someone else's body next to mine, no doubt someone I had hooked up with last night. However I was too hungover to remember his name. Shuffling away from his unconscious body, I picked myself up from the floor and almost fell back down again. I rubbed my head at the pounding inside my skull. The needed to get home so I could get changed for school.

To my luck, my house was only a five minute walk away. I more plodded than walked, stumbling and tripping over nothing. My head woozy and high from the effects of alcohol and maybe even drugs. I only had about 10 minutes to get changed before I had to make my way to school.

My first lesson was a tedious. I could hardly concentrate. The whole world seemed to spin in a blur.

"Y/n!" I heard.

I turned around to Teresa who sat beside me.

"What?"

"Are you high?" She asked.

"No"

"You definitely are, or at least hungover"

"So what? I don't care about Shakespeare anyway"

The door the classroom opened but I didn't look to see who entered. I was only just managing to keep myself conscious.

"Ok everyone, this is our new student, Aris, please make him feel welcome" the teacher said.

I looked up to get a glance at the new kid. I almost puked at the sight of him. He was the guy I hooked up with last night. Nausea crawled up my veins making me sweat and shake. I felt myself becoming hot and anxious. Without thinking, I grabbed my bag and walked out of the classroom frantically. My teacher called after me but I ignored him. I wasn't going to sit through that lesson with him. I already had enough going on without having to deal with a guy I slept with while I was drunk to death. I didn't know where I was going, I just needed to get away from him. From everyone. I felt like I couldn't escape this. Wherever I went, problems followed me. Wrecking my life. I walked into the empty library and behind one of the shelves.

I sat for a while, doing nothing. I decided to try and find a book to keep me occupied while I waited for my lesson to end. I stood up and scanned the row of books in the library, my hand running along them. Searching for a story to read. I stopped when I felt a warm breath down the back of my neck. Swiveling around I turned out to be facing Newt.

"Go away" I told him about to walk away from him.

He grabbed my wrist stopping me.

"Let go!"

"Relax I just want to talk" he said.

"What do you want?"

"I know I've put you through a lot and it was a totally dick move but, I still want you"

"You had me, then you fucked it all up"

"I know but I just want another chance please. It's killing me, I can't stand being away from you. You don't understand how happy you make me feel and how miserable I am without you. You can't really tell me you don't at least still feel a little bit for me?"

He caught my face in his hands and pulled me in to kiss him. I kissed back without hesitation. It may be toxic. It may be completely bad for me. But I loved him.

I was addicted to him, we were addicted to eachother.

                              A/n

The end.