I was lying in Benny's bed, the covers around me. Benny was spooning me from behind and I couldn't help but sink into his protective hold. The smell of colone and aftershave was spread all over his bedsheets. I felt... safe with him. Still, I couldn't push the away the feelings of regret,guilt and remorse, I had slept with Beth's boyfriend. However I couldn't deny what I felt for him. What was I going to do?
Benny's Pov
I held Y/n's body close to mine and instantly relaxed. I could smell her sweet vanilla and honey body wash. I could sense that she felt a little tense so I kissed her head affectionately and hugged her tighter. It was then when I realised about Beth. What was I going to do when she got back?
Y/n Pov
After that night things had got a lot more interesting. I sat on the ' sofa ' reading my book when I felt eyes on me. I look up to see Benny glancing at me. A smirk plastered on his face when he noticed me returning his glance.
"You alright Benny?" I asked.
"Mhm"
"See something you like?"
"Oh yeah" he smiled " I see something I really like"
I smirked and continued reading my book.
"Hey" he said making me look up.
"I forgot your name, can I call you mine?"
"Oh god Benny please no not the pick up lines!" I complained while laughing.
" if you were a library book, I would check you out"
"You check me out anyway Benny" I said.
He shrugged his shoulders and returned his attention to his chess board.
I sat up to go get a drink but before I could fill my glass I felt his strong arms around me. His chin resting on the top of my head.
"You ok Benny?" I asked innocently.
"Y/n darling, are you wearing anything under this dress of yours?"
I turned to look at him and said confidently.
"Why don't you tell me?"
He smirked and clenched his jaw.
"I think that dress of yours would look better on the floor ,don't you agree?" He said.
"Hmmm" I teased " I don't know Benny"
"Take it off" he said in a deep, throaty voice.
I had to stop myself from moaning on the spot from the way he spoke.
I whispered close to his ear.
"Make me"
He attached his lips to my neck and lifted me up onto table, the chess board crashed onto the floor as he moved it out of the way. White and black peices scattered across the floor.
"Aren't you worried about losing your peices?" I asked.
"I have more important things on my mind right now" he said.
He continued kissing my neck leaving purple and red blotches. He didn't really waste much time, he lifted my dress and I wrapped my legs around him.
It was over quickly leaving us both gasping for air. He carried me off the table and put me down on one of the chairs. He turned around to go make some coffie. After he made his coffie he lut it on the table then pecked my lips. It kind of turned into a make out.
I pulled away.
"Benny" I asked "when does Beth come back?"
He looked a little worried when I asked about Beth. I wasn't surprised about his reaction. I was worried.
"Tomorrow" he said.
I looked down at my lap.
"Hey look" he said " I don't know what we're going to do when she gets back but I know what I want"
I sighed a little. I felt awful about Beth but I wanted Benny more than I've wanted anyone in my life. I've never felt like this for anyone before. Sure I've dated but- I've never really, loved anyone before. Until now. I'm in love with this man. I'm in love with Benny. I knew in the end I would have to make a decision. Do I give up the only person I have ever loved so my sister can be happy or let myself be happy with the man I love? Would it be selfish for me to pick what's best for myself? Or would it be stupid to let him go because I always put everyone else first and I deserve to think of myself for once?
I was snapped out of my zone when Benny cleared his throat and spoke anxiously.
"Y/n I... I have something I have to confess"
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Fiksi Penggemarimagines based on characters played by thomas brodie-sangster. characters included: newt jojen reed benny watts Whitey Winn Jake Murry