Bucky Barnes: The love of my life

"Will you marry me?"

He clears his throat and smiles at you. His hands are shaking. He reaches his hand into his back pocket as he starts to drop go one knee.

What the fuck? Oh my god. He is not. Is he seriously doing what I think he is right now? Holy shit. Holy shit.

Your hands move to cover your gaping mouth. Tears well in your eyes before his knee even hits the floor.

And when it does....

"Y/n I love you so so much." He keeps the box in his hands closed. "From the moment I payed eyes on you at HYDRA, I knew I had to be with you. I was in love with you from day one. Regardless of what anyone says, It was love at first sight. I don't trust many people. But I trust you. I don't love many people but I love you. I don't open up to many people. But I opened up to you. You know me better than I know myself and I know you better than I'm you know yourself. You put your needs before mine all the time even when I tell you not to. You're incredibly stubborn and incredibly beautiful and selfless. You shared parts of yourself with me you had never opened up to anyone about. And the second you did I knew you knew you could finally let yourself really be with me, really trust me. And I could live every single part of you like you do me. You're my best friend. My world. My everything... The love of my life. And I'm hoping....you'll also be my wife."

Tears stream down your face uncontrollably. At this point even he's crying. He opens the box and a beautiful sterling silver 14 carrot diamond ring is revealed. It's modest. Perfect.

"Will you marry me?"

You cry harder as he's asking the question. He knows the answer. He stands up and pulls you into his embrace. He hugs you as you cry into his shoulder.

"Y-yes. Of c-course I'll marry y-you." You whimper.

The entire restraint is in an uproar. Everyone is standing and clapping as if you'd just preformed a scene. You step back from him wiping your tears but careful not to smudge your makeup.

He opens the box back up and slips the ring on your finger. It fits perfectly. It looks so beautiful. Half the people who were standing before had sat down, the other half watching the cute show you're putting on, even though it's not a show. It's real. And you're shocked.

You pull him into a kiss. It's tongueless but it says so much. It's passionate. Intimate. You press your forehead against his with your arms around his shoulders and his hands firmly placed in your waist.

"I love you so much James."

His heart stops. Once again. He lifts up planting a short, soft kiss on your lips.

"I love you so much more doll." You both let out a slight laugh, for heads still pressed together biting your lip.

The waiter is now standing next to you and you look over to meet his eyes. He's holding the check book. Bucky quickly takes it before you can and pays, then leaves a tip.

"Congratulations." The waiter says and with that he leaves. So do you. After he walks away Bucky grabs your hand and leads you out the door to the car. He goes to open the passenger side door for you but stops.

He presses you against the door of the black Ford Escape. He kisses you, this time with tongue. It's so powerful it sends you into overdrive. You just got engaged. To James Buchanan Barnes. Bucky Barnes. The former Winter Soldier. The White Wolf. You wanted this since you met him but given his lack of trust in people you never thought it would actually happen.

You're pressed against the car door, one of his hands is on you waist the other pressed against the car. His body is pressed against you, trapping you. He kisses you and its instantly explosive. Your lips interlock and you move in sync. His tongue slips into your mouth and you taste him. It's your turn. The second your tongue enters his mouth he becomes erotic. He's frantically running his hands through your hair tangling them. His hands moved into your hair and to the sides of your face, making a mess of your recently perfect curls. You're consumed.

His turn again.

He enters his tongue into your mouth once again. You intertwine yours with his. This sends him into overdrive. He's not kissing you like this just so he can take you home and fuck you, he's kissing you like this because he's so consumed with love, words aren't enough. He needs to show you. Somehow. But nothing he does is enough to you show how much he really loves you.

He breaks the kiss and you tilt your head up looking at the stars as his head comes crashing down onto your chest. Both of you are breathing heavy. You rest for a minute and then he lifts his head and you drop yours, meeting each other's gaze. His smile and eyes say it all. He doesn't know how to express to you how happy he is. And the feeling is mutual. You step away from the door enough for him to open it and help you in. He closes the door lightly. After a few seconds he appears beside you in the driver seat. Your seatbelts are already on. He stars the car and puts it in reverse. He backs out of the parking spot and starts driving. He looks over at you with a big ass smile on his face and holds your hand on the center consul.

"Buck?" You ask. A smile on your face and another one on his.

"Yes my love." He replies. He glances over to you then back to the road.

"You have no idea how much I love you." Your voice starts to break and tears well back in your eyes. "I don't know what I would do with out you. And I'm so excited to marry you." Without looking away from the road his hand leaves yours to wipe the dead that had just fallen down your cheek, off.

"I don't know what I would do without you either. And as soon as we get married we're gonna have a baby, and we're gonna get our own house, that we can do now actually but the baby can wait because I know you don't wanna be pregnant during the wedding." He's completely serious but says it all in a goofy tone to make you stop crying. He knows you so well.

"What will Tony and Steve say when we tell them we're moving out?"

"I don't care. They're gonna have to deal with it. Well still be around."