Without you - Sanders sides human! AU - book 2 (discontinued)

Chapter 18 (Roman's POV)

Dee

Roman: Hey, Dee, I have to ask you a question...

Dee: Yes, Roman?

Roman: Am I a coward?

Dee: What makes you think that?

Roman: Just answer my question

please

Dee: Roman, sweetheart, I haven't known you for much, but I don't think that you are a coward

You are brave, you are a prince in a shining armour

I think you are strong, and nothing like a coward

Roman: hmm...

thanks

Dee: Can you explain to me what makes you think you're a coward?

Maybe that way I can help you better

Roman: alright...

It's just-

I have an auditon today

for an add

and I'm scared

Dee: for?

Roman: I'm scared of failing

I'm scared of fucking up

I haven't been myself lately

And maybe because of this, I won't get the part.

Why am I think so badly of myself!?

just a month ago, I was 10x more confident

but now, i'm a piece of shit

Dee: i see...

I'm so sorry Roman

But i think you're a great actor

Well, maybe i don't have any "real evidence", i've never seen your acting

therefore, what i'm going to say may seem a bit "fake"

but I believe you are going to perform perfectly

it's possible that you don't believe so much in yourself

but I do

I think, no, I know that you are a great person

and therefore, even if you don't get the part

I know that your performance is going to be fantastic

Trust me with this

I'm not the person to lie

Roman: thanks, Dee...

Altho I still think it's not gonna be so good...

Dee: So? Let it be

At the end, it's just an add, isn't it?

If you don't get the part, then it mean those people aren't worthy of you

Roman: thank you

thanks for being here for me

Dee: it's my pleasure

Roman: It's almost my turn, i gtg

bye

Dee: bye

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Dee

Roman: You won't guess what happened!

Dee: what happened?

How did it go?

Roman: It went great!

Dee: Really?

Roman: Yes!

At least i think it went great

Dee: I'm sure it did

Tell me everything!

Roman: the moment I set foot on stage, i got a confidence boost!

I haven't experienced one in ages!

It's the magic of theatre, I guess

Dee: I'm sure it is

Roman: I knew all my lines, which weren't many, but I portrayed emotion perfectly

I nailed it.

Dee: I'm so happy for you Roman

I bet you'll get the part

Roma: You know what?

Dee: hm?

Roman: I have to thank you for how it went

Dee: but i didn't do anything... why would you thank me?

Roman: You helped me

You helped me overcome my fear and you where there for me

I owe you this part in the play

Dee: oh, come on, you're exagerating...

but your welcome

it's a pleasure to give you aid whenever you need it

Roman: thank you again

I don't know what i'll do without you

this was fun to write

lol

idk

sorry if the audition thing looks a bit rushed

because it is

heh

it isn't what we call esential, but it'll be important

in the future

you'll see...

also, sorry for late update, i was bussy with my finals and i forgot

until the next time, take it easy guys gals and non binary pals!