Please don't leave

chapter 25.

We had left the party after awhile. Cosmos being asleep in the back. Emily had rested her hand on the gear stick. I slid my hand on top of hers. Catching her off guard.

"I missed you. Like an insane amount." I whispered. Looking at how my hand laid perfectly on hers. She didn't say anything just yet. "Em?"

"Who's the dad?" She quietly spat. I knew this was coming.

"Why does it matter?" I returned the question. Making myself seem incredibly suspicious.

"Because the child back there is now also mine. And I want to know who's sperm it was." She coldly said. I pulled my hand away. Folding them into my lap.

"It's...It's Reid's child." I mustered. I could feel her anger rise. Slightly becoming scared.

"So that morning when I found you two, you just lied straight to my face?" She quickly accused. I shook my head.

"God, no! Nothing happened that night between me and him!" I debunked her sentence.

"So then when?!" She shouted. Instantly becoming quiet as Cos stirred in the back.

"You were 'dead'! I went through a living hell for those solid 7 month! What I did then is different. One night, I got drunk ok? And I managed to get Reid drunk as well, and we ended up doing it! Ok?! Is that the truth you so badly wanted to hear?!" I whispered loudly at her. Trying to keep my voice as quiet as possible while yelling.

"Oh, so it's my fault that I had to go play dead for my own safety?! Because that seems very unfair! You don't get to be mad. You had control over everything that happened!" She returned. Matching my volume.

"That's not what I'm saying. And why don't I get to be mad? I didn't think you would care that much! It's not like we were dating then!" I retorted. Hot tears brimmed my eyes.

"Mommy?" Cosmos groggily called. Getting our conversation to a hault.

"Yes hunny?" I answered, staring at the road ahead of me.

"Are we almost home?" He questioned.

"Yeah, but go back to sleep. You'll wake up in your bed tomorrow morning." I smiled to no one. He mumbled something that I couldn't hear, but then drifted back to sleep.

"Does he know?" Emily raised the question. I shook my head in disbelief.

"This seriously bugs you?" I scoffed.

"Yes! It does! You go into witness protection for 4 years, and come back with a whole 4 year old! Of course that bugs me!" She seethed. I let out a groan.

"No, he doesn't know. He believes his father isn't alive. I told him that, his dad went on a trip to this really cool resort. It had his grandma there. Where they are playing shoots and ladders by the pool with a duck floaty." I gave her the story I told my son. I looked over at her.

"A duck floaty?" She knitted her brows. Wearing a soft smile.

"He likes ducks," I shrugged. I continued to stare at her. I could tell I was just staring at her. And when I tore my look away, I only focused on my lap. Letting the quietness grow.

~~~T.S~~~

I had put Cos in the spare bedroom. The bed being far to big for him. Now I sat in the bubble bath I had put together. I sat on one end with my legs pulled up to my chest. Silent tears had fallen from my cheeks. There was nothing wrong, but I just cried. The feeling of just sadness sat, staring at me.

The doorknob had turned and the door opened. In walked Emily. "Love, what's wrong?" She questioned at the sight of my tears.

"Nothing," I mumbled. I made eye contact with her. She didn't seem to believe me at all. "I don't know. I felt fine a few minutes ago, but now I'm crying just to cry."

Without saying anything, she started to strip. Revealing her goddess body. All I could do was stare. Not knowing her intentions. But seeing her body stirred something between my legs.

She slowly stepped around the tub. Stopping when she was behind me. Her soft hands sliding on my shoulders. She gently pushed me forward. The sound of her stepping into the water echoing.

Her legs stretched out and were on the outside of mine. She pulled me back against her. Massaging my shoulders. "I think you overwhelm yourself too much." She breathed against my ear.

"Well no-duh." I sniffled. She placed a caring kiss on my right shoulder, trailing them to my left, then back to my neck. The feeling of her lips on my skin sent pulses of happiness to my brain.

"You're so tensed. Let me help you." She bite my earlobe. Her hands started to trace their way down my body. A tingling after touch going with. "I haven't felt you in ages." Her hands went over my inner thighs.

"Emily," I inhaled. Needing every ounce of her attention. "Please."

"Please what baby?" She repeated. Pulling on my earlobe with her teeth.

"Fuck me, please." I whined. Her fingers drew closer to my slit. Resting on the folds. "Em," I drew out. Sharply inhaling as her finger railed inside me. With no time to adjust, she kept moving her fingers. Not holding back either.

I choked on my moans, not being able to let any noise out. "Be a good girl and let mommy hear you." Her husky voice said. The name she gave herself causing a single moan to escape. It just seemed so hot coming from her. My hands squeezed her thighs. I let out a string of moans. Feeling a tightness grow in the pit of my stomach. "Not yet."

"I-I can't," I panted. It amazed me how she knew I was close. Along with how fast she made everything feel good.

"Yes you can. You do so well for mommy," she praised. Making the feeling tighten. She went faster and harder. Making my moans increase with her movements. The sounds echoed off the walls.

"Mommy?" I moaned out the question, even though it didn't sound like a question at all.

"Yes baby?" She responded lowly. Her lips connected to my neck. Sucking and  biting at the tender skin.

"Please let me cum," I begged. Feeling as if I couldn't hold it anymore. She hummed against my neck. Sending me over. I released a loud moan, my head rolling back onto Emily's shoulder.

"You did so well for me darling. I'm proud of you," she delicately kissed my neck.

"Let me please you, mommy." I turned to look at her. She stared at me with lust.

"Of course." She agreed.

I fully twisted around to face her. Kissing straight at her neck. Going all over until I found her sweet spot. Copying her same movements. Making sure I left a love mark.

I grinded my hips against hers. The water moving with the ways of my motion. Meanwhile, my hands rested on her boobs. Massaging them in the right ways. "Does that feel good?" I whispered. Smiling at her small 'mm-hmm'.

I let a hand travel down to her clit. Rubbing hard, pleasurable circles on it. Eliciting a melody of groans. "Just like that baby, keep going." She spoke quickly. I kept going, but added more and more pressure.

Watching as her face contorted as she hit her high. My favorite part was watching her come down. Then smiling at me. "Did I do good mommy?"

"You did amazing baby. Now lets get some sleep, ok?" She pressed a kiss against my lips.

"Ok," I agreed. Climbing out of the tub first. Her following close behind me. I had a towel wrapped around me, and she just hugged me to dry off.

We walked into the larger part of the room. Still in a hug. She pulled away, grabbing a pair of sweats and a tank top. I found one of her sweatshirts and slid it on. Flopping on the bed and closing my eyes. Feeling her lay down next to me, I cuddled into her.

"I love you, Emily Prentiss. Always and forever." I mumbled.

"I love you too, Nova Mars. Always and forever." She placed a kiss on my hair line. Holding me closer than ever.

I felt safe once again. In the arms of the woman I loved the most.

A/N~ yeah, surprised you with that unexpected smut! Bet you wasn't expecting that! Also I realized that I always update this book when it's late for me. Like It's currently 1:49 when I finished writing. LOWKEY WAS FEELING IT THO SOOOOOOO