What are you doing, stepbro? Ben Solo x Reader

Chapter 9

You decide to have a bath to cleanse yourself from your sins. Earlier keeps rewinding in your head. Ben fucking you, and you begging for it. All while Vic was under the bed! You pinch yourself, for a fleeting moment, thinking this isn't real life just some fucked up dream.

But it isn't. You totally fucked your stepbrother, and now there's no going back. Although, part of you doesn't want to go back. Finally, you popped your cherry. You thought it would be by a boy you met in uni, but your fucking stepbrother took your v-card.

You aren't sure how Han would react if he found out, but your mother, on the other hand. Your uptight, strict mother. She'd blame you for seducing him, you're almost positive.

It's way too much to think about, so you just let yourself relax, sinking deeper into the bath until just your head is above water.

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Suddenly, two large hands on your arms jolt you awake. You're shivering, and are shocked to realize you fell asleep in the water.

"Fucking idiot, who falls asleep in the bath?!" An angry Ben exclaims, reaching a hand into the cool water to unplug the drain.

You're out of it, still exhausted, and now the cold is hitting you. You curl up your body, trying to hug your knees for warmth only to find they are like ice.

He turns on the shower, so warm water falls on you. You just sit there, and he sighs angrily. Much to your surprise, Ben gets in the shower, having stripped his clothes off, and lifts you onto your feet.

"Warm up, Jesus." He rubs your arms trying to warm you up faster.

You're still shivering, so he leans forward to turn up the heat.

"Shit, that's hot." You say, trying to step out of the scalding stream of water.

However, Ben is right there so you can't go anywhere. You try to push him out of the way, but it's slippery and you both end up falling, along with some bottles of shampoo and conditioner. 

"Fucking idiot!" He whisper-shouts.

"Who puts hot water on a cold person??! You're supposed to slowly heat them up!" You retort as he stands back up.

He places his hands on your sides and hauls you up.

Then, you both hear footsteps.

Your mother knocks on the door and says your name. "Honey? Are you okay?"

"I'm fine! Just knocked over some bottles."

"Okay honey. I saw Ben wasn't in his room. Do you know where he is?"

"I saw someone's car pull up outside. He got in with them. He's probably doing drugs or something."

She says your name in a scolding manner, "don't say such things about your brother. Goodnight."

Once you hear her walk down the stairs, you turn back to look at Ben. He has a sour look on his face. His dark hair is damp, and droplets of water glisten on his pale skin.

"Drugs?! Really?"

"You getting some seemed unbelievable so I thought I'd say something more plausible."

"Oh, fuck off." He looks you up and down and notices you're still shivering slightly.

He frowns.

"I don't think the water is helping." You mutter, rubbing your arms.

"Well, get out then, dumbass." He retorts rudely.

You turn off the faucet and step out onto the fluffy bath mat. Your limbs are slow to move, still chilled from earlier.