DESPERATE

CHAPTER 5

LISA'S POV :

After the heartbreaking confession i did, me and jennie were even more closer than before. She encourage me to not look into negative things, and im more than thankful that first time in my years living in this world there's someone who is willing to listen to my rants..

I wasn't able to sleep so i went to the couch and do a little workout so that i could tire myself.. Im still fat but i know one day ill be the most sexy woman that people love to praise..

I woke up with full of determination, i took a bath for like 40 mins this is my first time taking a bath this long. i scrubbed my body thoroughly, My legs, arms, neck and my belly.. I also bought beauty products for my face, i dont know i just felt doing it.  i should do this much often now..

it was already 4am and i get my things to do jogging, i didn't ask jennie to accompany me, i just want to do it by myself, i dont want to rely to her all the time.

after i did a heavy jogging, i proceed to jennie's gym. I was glad jennie give her all attention to me, I even asked her why im the only customer in her gym she just answered that she wants to look up into me all the time and she cant do that if she has lots of client.. I really felt guilty maybe she needs extra money too..
I open the door and was frown when i saw a guy talking to her, her facial expressions is quite happy.

"Good morning jennie" i told her and walk towards them. i looked up to the guy, wow he's tall, and a bit tiny maybe he did workout here too.

"Good morning lisa, you're sweating so hard, you jogged alone?" jennie said. i didn't response as i still looked into the guy in front of us..

"Oh yea, btw this is kai. He is my friend, he just visited me here after years of being away" jennie explained and i nood and smiled at the guy..

"It was nice meeting you, jen are you free tonight? can i ask you out? i just missed you" the guy said and pinch jennie's cheeks, she chuckles and replied "I'll think about it kai, im just a bit busy but ill text you if i have sometime tonight"

"Okay then ill wait for you, ill go ahead now. you take care of yourself" kai said. and walkout outside the gym

Jennie and i didn't bother to talk about that guy, as we proceed to do my workouts..

"Lisa do some stritching first and proceed to squat rack A, you know how to use it properly right? ill be here watching you.. 10mins stretching then make 60repetations squat rack with long dumbbells" jennie said in unison..

I did what she told me, she was just holding the clipboard while watching me doing the rounds.. after that i took a rest for about 5mins and went to treadmill for 20mins. Jennie then motion me to do the big machine workout equipments.

"Lisa i want you to meet my bestfriend workout equipment, This is 10 in 1A but i called it Bimbyy. I want you to do this for 2hrs. you just have to seat and get the long dumbbells lift it up and down your chest for 6 repetations, then you go to the other side and seat pull the two metal in front back and fort repeat it for 10 times and hurried to the 3rd steps seat in front of the metal wire with vinyl dumbbells it has 50lbs so its not that heavy, pull the metal line on top back to your shoulder below your neck, do it for like 10times, the 4th one would be jumping in air swinging yourself in the stair metal 15 times would be great, the last one would be seating position, you can see theres a metal T sign under the chair right? you have to pull it using your foot, used your legs strength do it for like 10times.. Just repeat the 5 steps for 2hrs, i know you can do it. trust yourself lisa. " jennie said. i gulp when i saw bimby infront of me. its like a set of heavy workouts. Pray for my body Lord God!

I went there, i was hesitant first like i think my body wont take it. I glanced at jennie, she placed the chicken skewers on the table smiling at me. Is she trying to convinced me to workout and then she'll gonna give the chicken to me??

"Don't make me starve, i wont bite it jennie" i glared at her and she just chuckles.

"Go on, im watching you. Go lisa Go lisa Go!!" Jennie then jump swinging her hips, we laughed and i quickly went in 10 in 1A also called as Bimby

I proceed to my workout, repeating the steps jennie once instructed to me..Its amore that 1hr doing the rouund when My body was Trembling, shaking and i lose my grip to the vinyl dumbbells and landed to my feet. jennie quickly run to me as i screamed..

"Omg lisa, are you hurt? be careful.. We need to check on it.." jennie said looking to my feet, i bit my lips preventing to scream, my feet swollen, jennie then get a big bowl full of water with ice cubes on it.

"Come on, pull your legs up lisa and slowly put it in the bowl. your feet is swelling so bad" jennie said.. i put my left feet slowly as possible, Jennie then put a towel to my sholder and bend down in front of me, She massage my legs back and fort i watch her doing that, and later on i felt something hot while she's still caressing my thighs.. I gulp when her hands went up "Lets change your clothes lisa, your sweating too" jennie said and hurried to my bag and get extra tshirt. i put my two arms in the air so she can strip my tshirt up.

"Does it hurt still? lets just not continue that thing and i thnk curl ups wont make it hard right?" jennie said, i didn't response but i give her smile and even give a Okay sign in my hands..

Even if my feet is swelling that doesn't mean i will cut my session today, that would be lame for me to do.. Jennie put a yoga mat and i lay my body on it, my feet doesn't hurt anymore but it's still sweeling, jennie then seat in front of holding my knee.

"Lisa you don't have to rush it, just take a deep breath and slowly pull yourself up, ill be holding you here" Jennie said.

I began to curl ups, jennie was just watching me, i gulp whenever our face met, inches apart.. She was just looking into my eyes, she was biting her lips i literally saw it, she looked away whenever i pulled myself up.. I was doing it for i don't know how long i got tire and my arms are shaking.

"Jennie how long would I've been diing this? not that im complaining" i told her

"Oh yea, im sorry take some rest first. I'll be making your lunch now" jennie said not looking to me. what was that for? she do look tensed..

The session once ended again, it was already 4pm when i saw jennie texting someone. i bet this is the guy  visited her awhile..

"Do you have some errands to do tonight jennie?" i asked her, my feet are not that hurt anymore, but i put supporting metal on it.

"Oh no, im actually replying to kai that i wouldn't be there. coz i want to take care of you tonight" jennie said and put her phone in her pocket.. Taking care of me tonight? i didn't even asked her to do that. it was her decision at all

The nights passed and jennie still here at my apartment, We talked and eat our dinner.

"So i guess, this is a goodbye now" jennie said lookinh to her wrist watch. i didn't know it was passed 11pm, we just loved our accompany that why we didn't realized the time.

"Yea, so see you tomorrow then. Go home safe jennie" i told her.

"Yes, thankyou for the dinner. take some rest." jennie said, i walked her in my door and i was her getting inside her car..

i hurried to my bed and slumped my body, That was so tiring..
I stood up facing the mirror, One day lisa time will come.
I took a bath, cleaning myself and do some beauty care after going to bed.

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