CHAPTER 38

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JENNIE'S POV:

2 days without her makes my heart explode in uncertain feeling, I could only wait for Lisa to call..
I may be a strict and sometimes paranoid but i would not make lisa feel that i don't trust her, yes I do trust her i mean look at my baby bump im clearly giving all the trust but its just that She's too attractive and There's alot of japanese girls there.. She went for business not to do something that i would definitely not gonna like.

Calm down inner self.

I received a text from my mom that they want to accompany me here but naaah! i don't want to see my annoying sister, and besides Jisoo and rosie will be here soon might as well wait for them...

This house is so big that i could imagine our kids running from the living room to Kitchen, I would be like BREAKFAST READY.. So much excitement annddd___

"Omgahdd unnie, You smile like a creep. are you on drugs? its bad for the baby" rosie barge throwing her bag on the couch, "The Security guards kinda annoying very strict, Are you a lady of the south korea president. This house full of Bodyguards Omygoshh! i can't with lisaa anymore"

Jisoo and i looked at each other and shake our heads on rosie's annoyed facee. I hug them tight and ofc rosie went to kitchen ready to devour all of the food in the table, we're used to it already don't be surprise hehe

"Yahhhh rosieee Stop eating like you didn't eat for decades, you disgusting look at the table" i complained looking at her, She's really a messy one when it terms of food.

"So, jennie How's lisa? When will she come back? i hope after the baby born you two will gonna marry each other hmmm" Jisoo said raising her Left eyebrows. I smiled instantly and nood at her

"Yea, I dont want to wear a wedding dress with a baby bump you know. We already plan it, ofc wedding will be on" i proudly responsed.

"Hmmm, may i know how long lisa will going to stay in japan?" rosie ask finishing the last bite..

"For as long as  the Shazuki Corp will agree for collaboration and sign contract then she'll be here anytime soon" I said, rosie went pale and silent for God knows i dont know the reason..

"Babe, Is thattt.. the oneee thatt" jisoo also turns pale when she received a confirmation nod. what's going on here noww.

Rosie stood up and hold  my hands to walk to the couch, I remain silent because i dont really know what's going on.

"I need to tell you somethingg. But i want you to know that there's no reason for you to get worried its just that ahhh uhm.." rosie said looking back and fort to jisoo and me. now my heart was in a running mode.

"Come on just tell me, Rosie its so early for you to scare like this. What is it all about thennn.." i left a small laugh at the end but im actually scared about this, i feel odd

"I have a Twin sister named Roseann laurant, She decided to leave korea and stayed in japan, she was diagnosed having leukaemia thankfully she survived and believe me or not unnie, I don't have any idea that the company that Lisa's been wanting to have partnership with is my grandpa's and My twin sister was the Ceo" She said bowing her head and squeezing my hand time to time...

"You didn't tell me about it, Maybe we could invite her some other tim... eee" i was cut of by Rosie's word that makes my heart feel shattered into pieces....

"She was lisa's first loveee"

"She was lisa's first loveee"

"She was lisa's first loveee"

- My twin sister was the one Lisa's first love not me unnie, We changes identity that's why lisa been questioning why The rosie she knew suddenly changed.. I know the reason why my sister wants to stay in contact with lisa before was because she loves lisa and she doesn't want to leave making lisa suffer, My sister asked me about it but atleast be Lisa's enemy in that way lisa would stop and think that they're not really for each other. Im afraid that they'll gonna see each other there and andddd.. "
jisoo makes rosie stoppp, But i remained silent, i don't know how to react all this times the person I've been competing is not really the one that i would feel threatened.

How could i even responsed when im literally shaking and losing my mind thinking lisa and her first love  was seeing each other doing meetings, saying hello, smilling and touching each others hands.. Whattt ifff

"No jennn, stop overthinkinggg.. You need to calm downn, Im really sorry about thiss" jisoo hugs me and then i burst out, I cried deep down to my lungs releasing all the frustration that i have right now.. But i need to do somethingg i just can't let them be with each other, I've been working and keep winning lisa there's no reason for me to give up not now.

I wipe my tears and stood up, jisoo and rosie looked at me "I need to go to japan right now, i want to see lisa"

"Jen its not safe for youu, lisa would surely not gonna like this, she'll get mad at you" jisoo stops me but im eager, i want to fight what's already mine, been fighting and im not going to surrender no matter how much pain and sufferings will i receive for as long as I'll be with lisa..


"Help me or not, i would still choose to go. Don't ever try to tell this to lisa" i warned the both of them and hurried to my room getting  my regular travel bag, passport and my some emergency stuffs..

"I already booked a direct flight unnie. I'll come with youu, my passport is on the car" rosie said still crying on facing her phone. 

"We have a problem your bodyguards for sure they won't let us go, If they see us with you in the car the security wont let us go out" jisoo said, thinking whats the best way to escapee..

"Wait i have a plannnn...




After less that an hour, Jisoo's plan works for putting me on the back of the car. My states may sounds funny to everyone but There's no time for laughing, i need to secure what is really need to locked already..

We are in the Airport, and when the flight for japan annouced My heart was trembling, my knees are weaken, my hands are cold but rosie is with me..

"I have all the access in the company, its better if you call lisa that where going., it kinda feel you making suspicion to your girlfriend unnie.. Lisa loves you, and that's I am sure of" Rosie said still holding my hand on plane.


Lisa loves mee, she loves me and our baby.
She won't do anything that could ruin our relationship. Why do i feel like im the one who really doesn't trust her?. You cannot blame me, Judge me if you want I don't care anymore..

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What will you think willl gonna happen? hmmm. On the road to the finishing lineee folkss.

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