DESPERATE

CHAPTER 23

JENNIE'S POV :

I was enjoying my time with Lisa's friends and rosie, Its just funny and weird that rosie and i are close now. They explained everything to me about rosie being inlove with jisoo for so long same as what jisoo felt. i was kinda amused of what they have right now seeing rosie cudddling with jisoo, seeing irene hugging seulgi makes me feel envy and jealous. How i wish lisa and i are also like this but i would never going to assumed again, there's still a hope that maybe one day i will able to face her but i dont think i would be that brave. it kills me that lisa keeps knocking on my heart as if she likes me too, as if she did love me....

awe were watching comedy and i was sitting on the bunk bed while the 2 couples just having their own world.. aishhhh

I stood up and decided to get an ice cream, i sit back again when we heard a loud knock from the door. we all looked at each other questioning who would it be.

"Did you invite someone rosie?" i asked rosie still eating the icecream.

"No jen, i didn't expect someone right now" she said.

the door still banging and i was the one who stood up and walk towards the door.

I almost fainted when our eyes met. Fuck Nooo!

"Jen please.." lisa said as i walked backward, i was about to shut the door close but she pushed it opened making her see rosie whose cudddling jisoo and seulgi kissing irene. she widen her eyes of what she sees, and her friends look at her in shock. She then looked at me again and kneeled in front of me..

"Please jenn, come back to me. Im sorry for what I've done stupid to you. I was so mad that time i felt like you where going to leave me. please jen talk to me ill do everything to make you forgive me." she kneeled touching my feet with her forehead, i was contemplating myself not to burst from crying. i cannot bare with this im still madly inlove with this monster..

"Lisa there's no reason for me to comeback, i was never yours" i said turning my feet behind her. i looked at jisoo and she was crying of what she was witnessing

I run to Rosie's room and cried out loud, irene and rosie went inside and comfort me. Fuckkk what was going on with lisa? she knows she made mistake but kneeling in front of me makes me mad at her more.. Its like she surrendering herself and wave the white flag and her friends saw it.

"Its oky to cry jennie,but avoiding something very important is not.. its been awhile since you saw her and based on your reaction, i know you are still inlove with her. Drop the pride fix it. talked to her let her explain.. Just listen to her, she also deserves it" irene said, i sobs hard when they ingulf me in a hug..

Irene is right. I should talk to her. We should stop doing hide and seek we are adult now. hiding and Chasing one another is a lame thing to do..

LISA'S POV :

Jennie ran away again, leaving me in this kind of state. I was shocked when two arms held me by my arms i looked at it and it was jisoo and seulgi..

"Its okay Ppongg, she'll be alright give her time" jisoo tapped my head as we seated on the couch, i let my tears dry my face as i was just thinking what do i saw a while.

Jisoo cuddling rosie? i mean i would understand about seulgi and irene cuddling each other i know that those two are dating. But rosie and jisoo? how? those 2 months that I've never had a chance to talked to my friends nor hangout with them and this is what I've been missing on? Are they dating? Im not affected anymore since the day jennie left it is also the time i realize that my feelings towards rosie was already gone and all i can say is that purely care as a friend...

"Are you and rosie are dating unnie?" i asked her raising my brows and she choked in the air. she fastly recovered and explained everything to me..

"She was the one who confessed it first, i knew i liked her and it was the best thing ever but i can't hurt my bestfriend too. i love you ppong and i dont want to hurt you.. But rosie is very persistent, She's the one who court me and i fell inlove deeper with her. im so sorry for keeping this to you" jisoo confessed to me, Her tears flow down as i hold her chin and wipe her tears using my thumbs.

"You don't have to apologize, i was the one who rendered your lovelife. I felt guilty maybe if i dont had feelings with rosie, i bet you already have your first baby hahahha" i laughed at her, she was looking at me in shocked.
"like i said I Had, i dont have any feelings towards rosie unnie. And you know who's the one im inlove with" i smiled at her, and we hugged each other..

I back in my sense pulling out the hug when rosies room open, irene walked towards me  "She's waiting for you, please be gentle, she cried alot" i nodded in responsed and smiled at them walking to the room.

"jennie im so sorry" i kneeled in front of her while her eyes digging on me.

"Stand up, dont kneel infront of me" she said sternly and i stood up and sit beside her, grabbing her hands squeezing it back and fort..

"Im really sorry jen, god knows how sorry i am. If only you know i lost my mind thinking you are not at my side. Please go home with me and i promise to treat you right" i looked into her eyes and cupped her cheeks, she lean her head on my shoulder as i intertwined our hands..

"Just let me treat you right, let me take care of you. Come with me lets fix this. i wont do anything as stupid as hurting you again" i added and kissed her temple. i waited for her answer but she just smiled in responsed so i hugged her tight as she snuggled herself towards me.

we stayed in that position for a moment when both of our stomach growls.. We stared at each other before surpassing laughed.

Walking out at the room intertwining our hands and stood up in our friends.

"That was fast tho.." seulgi teasingly said as we laughed together.

"Did you guys talked? or just making out?" irene said that makes me blushed of a sudden.

"Jennie and i were going home and i thankyou for taking care of her while im away.. Jisoo unnie, seulgi ill make it up to you i promise" i told them as we hugged each other, i really missed my bestfriends so much.

I also went and hug rosie and irene and we bid our goodbye, jennie and i decided to eat forat before going home.

"I always been dreaming to make love in the side of han river and ofcourse to the person who loves me and i also love" jennie said after we passing out from hanriver, I quickly turned around and she was frowning giving me serious look.

I Stopped the car in the lower case of han river bridge as i looked at her "Lets make love, Cause i love you so much" i firmly said kissing her passionately, devouring every taste she has. I've missed her tasted, her stawberry scent, her luscious lips, her body around me..

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