Dont Forget Me- Cody Simpson

Chapter 12

**"We'll continue this later. I promise" the way his lips brushed up against my ear made me smile. I nodded my head as I bit my lip. We grabbed hands and started walking back to his house.

I was happy. Even though I was mad at him, I can't help but to love him**

We got to his house and the second I walked in Alli ran into my arms and gave me a huge hug and started to cry. Angie walked over and hugged the both of us. Brad did too. They let go and Alli quietly said "please never leave again! Ever ever!" She hugged me again and gave me a tight squeeze. "You scared me" she whispered. I began to tear up a bit.

"I'm sorry.." I said quietly trying to push back my tears.

"Why'd you leave?" She said pulling away from our hug. I looked at her and then Cody and down to my feet. "Come with me and we can talk." She said. She grabbed my wrist and dragged me up to her room. "So what happened?" She asked. I explained to her everything. How I felt, what I thought, how my anxiety was taking over and I saw a tear roll down her cheek. She embraced me with a tight hug and whispered, "never feel abandoned. Okay? I'll always be here and I love you so much... and I know Cody does too. Never doubt it." My eyes began to sting meaning tears were about to burst. I tried my hardest to hold it back. "You should call your mom... she's really worried." Alli said as we let go of each other. I grabbed my phone and walked out of the room to talk to my mom.

After I told her I was okay, and everything that happened. I told her that I wanted to stay with Cody and Alli until they left to America. When I got off the phone with her I knocked on Cody's bedroom door. No one answered. "Cody? Are you in there?" I said loud enough so that my voice would be heard in his room. No one answered so I opened the door to the massive bedroom and there on his couch I saw Cody. His face planted into his hands. "Cody?..." I said quietly slowly walking in, closing the door. He just sat there in the same position. I heard him sniffle. Was he crying? "Cody.. Are you okay?" I said walking closer. He lifted his face from his hands. His eyes red, his face wet with tears, his lips quivering, and tears streaming from his perfect eyes to his chin dripping off onto his shirt.

"Get out..." He sad quietly looking down at his hands.

"What..? But Cody-"

He cut me off. "I said get out"

This made me mad. "Cody I am not getting out!" I said in an angry tone.

"Get the hell out Autumn!!" He yelled. It scared me. He's never yelled at me like that. The tears were building up again. I started walking backwards slowly, my feet trembling. "No Autumn... I didn't mean it like that.." He said gently as he stood up and slowly started walking towards me.

"It's fine, I understand. I'll leave" I said trying to push back the tears. I didn't want him to see me cry again. I turned around facing the door and started walking fastly towards it I was just about to grab the handle to the door until I felt arms wrap around my waist. I tried to pull out of the grip, but Cody just pulled me back.

"Don't leave. Please. I just... I didn't want you to see me cry." He said trying hold me close.

"Cody I'll go if you want. Stop making things up. You don't need to lie to me." I snapped.

"No don't be like this." He said softly turning me around to face him. He pulled me closely to his body and started walking backwards to the couch. He wrapped my legs round his torso and sat down. I faced him, sitting on his lap my legs still wrapped around him.

"Why were you crying?" I spoke wiping away tears that slipped out of my eyes.

He let out a huge, deep breath "am I a bad person?" He asked playing with my fingers and not making eye contact with me, but only staring at my hands.

"Of coarse not" I said grabbing his hands so they stopped moving. "Why would you think that?" I said giving them a squeeze.

"Because.. I feel like one. I was sitting in here thinking, and all the reasons of your depression lately have been caused by me and I'm not even helping you. I'm a horrible person, a horrible boyfriend and I feel bad. I want to be everything you want, but in reality I'm not. You're everything I want, you're my dream girl.. I'm probably far from your dream guy. I make too many mistakes and bad decisions. You deserve better... I just feel so bad... I have a feeling one day I'll make such a big mistake that you won't forgive me. You've given me so many chances..." He stopped and started to breath heavily and then I saw a single tear drop from his eye down onto our hands. The ones that were interlocked with each other. "I was trying to think of ways I could tell you to move on from me and to find a new, better guy, but it just left me in tears because I'm selfish and I want you for myself." Those words he said stabbed me in the heart. Do I really mean this much to Cody? "And I know we haven't been dating for long, but I've liked you for years and I've seen the guys you date and even though I never like them and me and your brother always planned out different ways to get rid of them, I know I'm a worse boyfriend than any of those guys. If your brother saw us dating, and he knew of all my mistakes, he would be doing everything he could do to break us up and everyday I think of him and how much I miss chillin with him... he was my best mate. I promised him I'd protect you, but I'm doing the opposite. He's probably so disappointed in me right now." I could see all the hurt in Cody's eyes and the tears that were pouring from his eyes let me know he really cares about me.

"Cody... Please never think like that. My brother would support everything you do, help you fix your mistakes, he always tried to get us to date..." I laughed nervously. "Never say you aren't enough for me and don't ever tell me to move on because its impossible. Trust me I've tried pushing my feelings for you away. It doesn't work. You're amazing, you're so handsome, so sweet, so talented, such a gentleman, so funny, you're my best friend, my love..." I saw a smile crack on his sad face "I'm not going anywhere. And I'm pretty good at forgiving people I love... so don't worry about me never forgiving you. I want you to stop with all the negative thinking. You're all wrong. You aren't a bad person, you aren't a bad boyfriend, you aren't stupid, you don't always make mistakes, you are good enough for me, my brother would love to see us together... especially because I'm happy when I'm with you." I said leaning my forehead on his. Removing my hands from his and placing them around his neck. He snaked his hands around my waist and held it tight. I smiled and looked into his beautiful eyes.

"I think I'm falling in love with you..." He said quietly.

"I know I'm falling in love with you" I said smiling. His face lit up. He closed his eyes and kissed me with his soft, gentle lips. A simple kiss like that was worth more than money could ever pay.

"I don't lie, not when it comes to girls at least and so I wanted you to know I... I seriously think you're perfect. When I look at you, you have no flaws.. its amazing." He said quietly. I blushed. He cupped my face and brought me into another kiss. I couldn't help, but smile through the kiss which cause Cody to laugh a bit breaking the kiss. I loved the soft side of Cody... It was perfect.

He was perfect.

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