Chapter 20

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**So many things were running through my head and I couldn't help, but to think the worst.

That one amazing night with Cody may have just cost me out relationship, my life and my childhood.**

That day I called Alli over to my house so that we could talk about things. We decided to walk over to the drug store a block away from my house to find a pregnancy test. When we bought it on our way home we saw Cody sitting on the beach playing with the sand. I looked at Alli "I'll let you two talk. See you at my house later." She gave a reassuring hug. I took a deep breath and watched Alli as she walked away from me to her house. I slowly began to walk towards Cody. I could hear him talking to himself.

"What would my family and friends think? What would my fans think? Oh my god my fans." He dug his face into his hands. I instantly felt sick to my stomach. I walked up to him and sat myself down on the sand. He looked up and me and looked back up at the ocean. I leaned my head on his shoulder.

"I can tell we both aren't ready..." I started off with "Alli and I bought a pregnancy test. I'll take it when I get back to your house." I said quietly as I closed my eyes. He grabbed my hand.

"I know you are probably worried that I will leave you like most guys do after they get a girl pregnant, but I promise I won't" he said. I could tell he was unsure with what he said. "I mean I still love you"

"You don't have to stay with me Cody. No ones making you." I said raising my head off of his shoulder.

"Don't say that. I promise I won't."

"Alright... That makes me feel a lot better." I said rubbing my forehead. "It's just you've been acting strange lately." I spoke looking out at the ocean.

"I know I have, but really, how could I not? It's just kind of a reaction I guess. I don't look at you differently. I love you, you're still as beautiful as ever, sweet and perfect." He said gently rubbing my leg.

"I guess. Do you wanna go back? I'm getting pretty impatient. I want to take that test."

"Of course. I'm getting kind of impatient too." He grabbed my hand and helped me off of the sand. We walked to his house saying nothing. Just holding hands and looking straight ahead.

We got to their house and I instantly let go of Cody's hand and went to Alli's room. "You ready?" She asked. I nodded my head and opened the box. The second I saw it I stopped feeling good.

"Alli my stomach is upset." Was all I could push through my mouth.

"Are you just nervous?" She asked me.

"I think so" I whispered. I walked into the bathroom, but before I could close the door I almost threw up. I ran to her toilet and began throwing up. Alli ran into the washroom and rubbed my back. Tears were rolling down my face. My eyes couldn't stop watering. When I was done I sat on the ground and held my stomach.

"You okay?" Alli whispered with lots of worry in her eyes. I shook my head and began to throw up again. I heard Cody run into Allis room.

"What's going on?" He asked when he saw us in the bathroom.

"Autumn isn't feeling good" Alli said keeping her eyes on me as she continued to rub my back. Cody walked to the other side of me and held my hand.

"Did she take the test yet?" Cody asked quietly.

"No, she was about to, but then she started to feel sick." Alli told him. When she finished talking I stopped throwing up. I stood up, brushed my teeth, and sat back down on the ground with my knees to my chest and my face planted on my knees. Cody held me. "How are you feeling?" Alli asked me.

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