I Am The Heartbeat ☆Completed☆

Chapter 38

Shivaay's POV

I am being forced to go to the Dress fitting with Ragini , Rudra and Dadi had tagged in too. Dadi is keeping a close eye me to make sure that I don't mess this up, I would mess this up in a heartbeat bit I just cant do it.

"Shivaay , look over and tell me how is this blue dress, i know that this particular shade of blue doesn't compliment my skin shade but with a good eye look and perfect shoes , it will look perfect so tell me should I go with this or something else" said Ragini and I wanted to roll my eyes so much , I am very much frustrated and her colour bickering isn't helping at all.

"Whatever you think is right for you" I said and Ragini nodded with a smile and turned towards Rudra and Dadi , Dadi gave a disapproving look that means this is going to go on more long.

"Shivaay , you are going to marry her and she respects your opinion in stuff , Most girls don't and she wants to know your thoughts, you could have at least said something nice to her and make her feel like you care about her" said Dadi , I really don't care about her and that's the truth.

Ragini started browsing through her dresses and I decided to scroll through my phone instead. I concentrated on my work and got some done with my phone, I felt a tap on my hand and it was Rudra, He was signalling me to look at Ragini .

"I know that this yellow isn't the most flattering colour but overall with the design it looks pretty good, I don't know , tell me how do you guys feel" asked Ragini 

"Take it if you like it" I said and Dadi gave a disapproving look. I want this to stop , Sitting over here like this isn't my think , I would sit like this for Annika's dress fittings any day but not for this damn wedding dress fitting. Dadi is not letting me do anything , she keeps on playing the sick card.

"So I think this is the dress I would say yes to , let  me go fast and change into, I am really excited for this one" said Ragini in her excited high pitch voice .

"So!" she squeaked a few minutes later 

"This is the one , go for it" I said without even sparing her a single glance. I looked at the side and Saw Dadi happy with the selection , I guess we are done.

"For your fitting take Rudra with you , Me and Ragini are going for jewellery shopping and meet us at the Jewellery when you both are done , You only have to select a design and give your measurements , remaining everything is done" said Dadi and We nodded. This is never-ending , I just want this to finish, these are the worst , I am done.

Me and Rudra went to the other side of the place. The designer placed a few designs in front of me and I picked one in random without a single glance. A person came and started taking my measurements, I was standing there like I was some puppet, nothing more than that.

"I know that you don't want to get married, it was obvious by how you were acting at Ragini's dress fitting , Why are you doing something you do not want to do" asked Rudra 

"I don't want to marry Ragini , Dadi is emotionally blackmailing by playing her disease card" I said 

"Whatever happens, I am with you and Om too would be there with you" said Rudra and i smiled at him , After this much days I am feeling like not being suffocated now , I feel like I can breathe now , It is relief and I really hope I can get out of this

I tried everything I could do to get out of this without revealing Annika's name. Now I had a few options in front me , either play a suicide or no wedding drama but I am not an actor for sure and wouldn't be that believing.

Next option was to Run away from this wedding but the aftermath of that option is brutal , my reputation with my family's would be tarnished and I couldn't let that happen. I could reveal about Annika and I wouldn't last in any side. Now I act like a puppet and put my life in the hands of fate, I hope my fate is written in a way I end up with Annika and not this Ragini.

I could not stop myself from thinking about Me and Annika when I saw my wedding clothes. I couldn't stop myself from thinking about me in my wedding clothes and so is Annika , Me and Annika get married with all the happiness in the world.

Annika wearing her heavenly wedding dress and her beautiful smile . Her beautiful eyes meeting mine, us being together forever.  It was nothing less than heavenly Beautiful.

I was called down , I walked towards the Mandap and I was instructed to sit it a place, after a few moments Ragini walked in and sat beside me , I am not much of a praying guy but i am praying my hearts out to  stop this.

I did not know that was this my way of getting out of this mistake I was committing or is my world crashing down now , I saw figure standing in front of me.

"Annika" I whispered.....

So I've wanted to write this chapter for a while but stuff happens....I don't write when all my family is around so...I end up writing today and I'm passed my usual update time but I'm going for it.
This chapter has more than usual words!! Dayymmm