I Am The Heartbeat ☆Completed☆

Chapter 41

Happy 5years of Ishqbaaaz
Ib means a lot in my life. I'm here because if IB , I download watty due to IB , my first not so proper book is an IB FF , my first complete book is an IB FF . I owe a lot to IB And it was always have a special place in my heart, especially Shivika....

Author's point of view

"What do you want to say after doing everything but you have no need to give me an explanation since you don't owe me one ,i am just your ex-wife and your kids' mother , that's it so you don't worry about your explanation" said Annika in a frustrated way

"Annika don't say like that, I should have run away from there without any thoughts but I didn't, that's my biggest mistake and I really want to repent my mistakes now, no more pushing around , I just want to give me everything to my priority and nothing else" said Shivaay

"Like I said, I will repeat again that I am no one and I don't deserve an explanation from you, don't take it in a wrong way because you didn't even think I deserve to know about you getting married so, it's clear" said Annika killing him with her words

"Annika don't say like that, you deserve everything, you deserve the best and I'm sorry for not informing you when you had every right to know , please don't tell anything like that again because every word like that from you is killing me" said Shivaay with emotional eyes

"Why do you try to kill me everyday with your reckless actions which you say sorry and move on, this time I don't want to waste my time or energy on hearing your empty words, I could do something much more with worth in that time instead" said Annika in a cold way

"Annika, I was never going to marry her and I don't even love her a tad bit , I know I made a mistake by not fighting earlier which I'm very much guilty of but I swear I was never going to marry her, I was going to walk away" said Shivaay

"Don't tell me your empty words and I'm in no mood to hear your bland words, I'm going in and I would tell you to get out of my doorstep, go to your house and please don't show your face to me again" said Annika and slammed the door on his face , he slammed his first on the door in frustration.

He knew that he couldn't give her more pain at the moment, he decided to leave. On the other side of the door, Annika was sitting on the floor and wiping the tears on her face. Her dreams is something more was crumbling to pieces , she kept a brave face and got up. She decided to get back on track. Shivaay got in his car and started driving to his home , he didn't know what to expect but he was sure that he wasn't going to sacrifice his family for it.

Shivaay walked into his home , he saw his Dadi standing with a furious face. His siblings looked him with helplessness, he made himself ready for what he could be possibly facing . He walked in and his Dadi walked towards him.

"I told you before you left, if you are leaving then you have no right in this family and I'll disown you, you walked away but I'll give you a chance, if you stay now and marry Ragini later then you are still in the family , if you walk away now then you are done with this family" said Dadi in a authority voice

Shivaay have a deaf ear and started walking towards his room. His family decided to follow him to his room. He looked around the room with a smile and then walked towards his cupboard.

He took out a suitcase and started to fill it with his clothes. The whole family looked at the scene with a spellbound expression. No one expected this but he was never going to stop back now , he had made his mind to fight. He walked around and packed all his essentials. He took his stuff.

He held his stuff and ascended the staircase. The whole place was silent. He took his stuff and started walking towards outside. The whole family was following him in complete surprise. They couldn't believe that he was going to walk out like that. He was feeling an emotional rollercoaster because he was walking out of his family, it wasn't easy but he wasn't ready to give up his wife and kids again for his family.

"Shivaay , I hope you know properly that if you walk out of this doorstep, we will cut all ties with you and don't even think about coming back after walking out" said Dadi in a warning voice.

Shivaay turned towards his family with a beautiful and content smile on his face , they all were surprised by his reaction. Omkara held his Dadi's hand for support. Dadi saw a hope of him returning seeing his smile.

"I'm not going to stop again , I'm going in search of my happiness which I'm not going to destroy again, I see hope and I want to pursue it and if you all don't like me pursuing it, I don't care because I want it" said Shivaay and walked out.

His whole family was shaken up by his sudden actions. They walked outside and saw Shivaay speeding off in his car, he drove towards his old house for the night stay. The whole family was crumbling, Dadi fell into Omkara's hands after seeing this. The siblings were trying to console her.

Annika woke up in the morning, she was hoping that everything would get better now. She wanted peace with everything. She took a deep breathe , she was feeling a bit suffocated. She opened the door and walked outside. The atmosphere was still a bit foggy and it had the morning smell, her kids weren't going to wake up anytime soon because it was a holiday. She strolled towards her garden. She turned hearing a voice calling her.

"Good morning Annika" said Shivaay......

So I stopped making Shivaay the worst guy *applauding myself. It's the 5th anniversary and I was thinking to give a hell a lot updates this week and finish the book but my health wasn't the best, thankfully I was able to write this chapter in the span of 2 days.. anyway I'll try to increase length of chapters. I swear you guys would love the upcoming updates.