I Am The Heartbeat ☆Completed☆

Chapter 1

Btw I'm in no mood to stretch the plot so it might be short and straight. I'll try my best.

1yr later

"Shiviii" called out Annika aka my Mumma
"Mumma five more minutes" I screamed lazily , I'm screaming in sleep and I'm doing this much
"Get up or you'll miss the bus"Mumma said with strictness dripping in her voice , it's time to get up or next is my funeral

I get up do my essentials and get ready for school . I hate going to school sometimes because I have to sacrifice my heavenly sleep. I packed my bags and went down stairs.

I saw Mumma cooking something and Ani washing her hands . By the way Ani is my elder sister , good student daughter type and my complete opposite. But I love Ani .

"Ani take a seat" said Mumma

I take a seat and eat my food . Ani tied my hair and Mumma packed our food . Then Ani put me shoes , I hate it when she does because I'm a big girl , I'm in 1st std.

"Ani wait for me" I called out
" Ok Shivi" said Ani

I went with her to our gate where the bus came . The bus came in few minutes and we got it in . I sat with my friend , Zia . She is in my class and she is my best friend .

The day went fast , I reached home changed , did my homework and watched since TV by that time it was dinner time. Sitting with Mumma , Shreya aunty and Ani is my dinner time.

"Shivi how was your day" asked Shreya aunty
"Today the day was great filled with boring classes , today at recess we played football and i made two goals" I said , it's true

"Good" said Shreya aunty
"What about you Ani "asked Mumma
"Unlike Shivi I care about studies and I had great day because all the teachers were present" said Ani

"Boring" I said
"Both of you stop fighting" said Mumma
"Tell Ani not to provoke me" I said
"I just told a fact" said Ani and I beat her

Then I saw a beat incoming and I dodged it . I made a funny face and she was burning in anger. She came running towards me and I hid behind Shreya aunty .

"Both of you eat and sleep" said Mumma strictly
"Mumma look she beat me and you are letting her go" said Ani

"You did it to but I was smart enough to dodge and making your fact nonsense" I said with a smile
"Eat" said Mumma

We both ate the food and I went back to my room. I'm lucky I'm not sharing my room with Ani , if I was World war will happen in this room.

Annika's point of view
Flashback
L

eaving Shivaay wasn't easy in any way , he become a big part of my life in a small time span but I know he would be happy in the arms of Tia , I would never want to be the trouble in their paradise.

"Annika cheer up girl"said Shreya
"Not today , Shreya" I said
"Girl we need to talk" said Shreya
"Tell me then"I said
"Tomorrow we are going to meet someone , ok" asked Shreya
"Ok Dear" I said

I've been moody , pressure of being a mother. A question that can I be a good mother is haunting me a lot. Knowing that by running away I broke the heart of my family even though I meant the best.

Next day

I can't believe Shreya took me to a therapist , literally a therapist. I do care about mental health and I'm not ignorant about it. Daksh and Shreya teamed up to make me come here. I know I'm not in my best state but I can improve.

"Ms.Annika" called out a nurse
"We are here" said Shreya
"Annika go and help yourself a bit" said Daksh
"Ok" I said

I am clueless of what to do and say. I saw woman sitting in a chair. The place was really relaxing , the decor work is done good. She signalled me to take a seat.

"Miss Annika , your loved ones have been concerned about you , they love and care about you so try to relax then by helping yourself"said the therapist
"Hmmm" I hummed
"I know you might not be excited but give it a chance" said the therapist
"I will" I said

"So tell me , according to you from which time did your life start being stressful and full of mental dillema " asked the the therapist

"My marriage " I whispered without knowing
"Ok tell me about it"said the therapist
"There is nothing special about it , I left that life" I said

She asked me several questions and I answered them as I could. The time flied and it was the time when the session finished.

"Annika to be honest you are not opening up to me which is a problem but I do have a solution , try writing in a diary about your feeling and don't shy writing it , it's only you who will know" said The therapist

Flashback over
Reading the pages that I have written long ago. My mind was filled with a lot of thoughts that time. The therapist was right ,I should have unleashed my thoughts. Reading the diary made me feel better, knowing the fact that I've been a better place now.

"Everything is better because of god's grace" I whispered to myself

I am in a better space , I am in a better state which is good for my surrounding people too. I went to Ani's room and gave a kiss on her Forehead and left. I went to Shivi's room and I saw her sleeping. I kept the book in the table and adjusted the blanket. I kissed her forehead and left to get some sleep....

Q and A

Q) how did Annika get Pregnant again? (◠‿◕)
A) Shivaay met Annika again after she left him at a temple. She fainted and he took her to his home. They had their moments and she ran away from there . (Chapter 35 and 36)

Q) Why can't Shivaay find Annika after the temple incident?
A) After she ran away again from Shivaay , she relocated. The temple was near the place where she had a event and not where she lived