𝑰𝑵 𝑾𝑯𝑰𝑪𝑯... After the Fitz fiasco, Sophie is about to give up on finding love. But then she realizes that there was someone in front of her eyes all along, someone who had always been there for her.
Biana has never quite felt any butterflies...
After I invite Sophie over for makoevers tomorrow, Fitz and I leap home. When we get there, I run upstairs to my room and shut the door. I run to my desk and take out my teal blue diary with a beautiful kelpie - a water horse - and start writing.
Dear Diary,
Today I went over to Havenfield to tell Sophie that we had found Keefe in the forbidden Cities and she wanted to go by herself to go get him. But then, I went over to talk to her to change her decision and then after, we had this weird staring competition. We stayed that way for a while before we broke apart.
Something weird had happened and we both knew it. Her eyes were focused on mine and the gold specks in her eyes where glittering like stars. She had bed hair and a little worry crease between her eyebrows. I must admit, she does look really cute when she's worried!:)
I stopped writing. Since when did I say that Sophie looked cute when she worried. Only Keefe and Fitz say that and that's because they like her. I like Sophie as a friend but not as a crush... right??? My diary drops to the floor causing a big thump.
Do I like Sophie? But how and why? Why do I keep asking questions? I thought, panicking Ok Biana! Deep breaths In-two-three Out -two-three.
I kept breathing until I had calmed down a bit. My heart was still racing but my thoughts had calmed a bit.
So what if I liked Sophie? That's ok, right???
" Biana, you ok? I heard a thump coming from up here. Can I come in?" Fitz asks, worried.
" Ya, you can come in. I just dropped my journal, I didn't hurt myself or anything." I sigh.
Fitz enters the room, looking anxious. " Are you ABSOLUTELY sure everything's okay?" He asks me.
" Fitz! Everything's fine! Please, just leave me alone!" I shout tears coming to my eyes.
" OKKKKK... Why don't we do this: I sit down on your bed and you tell me what's wrong?" Fitz says gently.
" Look, Fitz. It's been a hard and long day for me so can you please just leave me alone?" I ask, trying to cool my temper.
Fitz is a great brother, but sometimes he gets on my nerves while trying to be sweet. Fitz finally leaves the room and I start organizing my room. WHAT? It helps me think!!
Finally, It's time to go to bed and I think to myself: I'll deal with this tomorrow with Sophie
I go to bed but keep tossing and turning. After an hour of just staring up at the chandelier on my ceiling, I silently creep out of bed in my night gown and head outside.
When I'm outside, I jog to a secret lake that me and my brother found when we were younger. The lake is on Everglen, but no one except for Fitz and I know about it. The lake has beautiful little waterfalls and beautiful flowers surrounding it. I sit down under a weeping willow and just focus on the sound of the waterfalls and the smell of the flowers.
The Secret Lake:
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I always go here after a fight with the Neverseen because it helps me see the good in the world. This place is my place to calm down just like Sophie has her Panakes Tree, I have this. I always came here when my dad's mind was broken.
Thinking about my dad's mind made me think about Sophie because she healed him and thinking about Sophie made me go into another spiral of nausea. I am nervous for tomorow but at the same time I wanted to know if Sophie feels the same way about me. Eventually, I fell asleep on the ground, the flower petals covering me like a blanket.
~~ Time Skip ~~
" BIANA!!" A familiar voice jolts me from my sleep. For a second, I wonder where I am but then I remember I am at the Secret Lake.
" Biana, where are you?" Fitz shouts again. I hear his footsteps coming closer. I yawn, then head toward his voice.
"Fitz, I'm right here!" I walk out of the weeping willow that hides the secret lake.
" You worried us, Biana! We woke up and you weren't in your room!" Fitz says
"Look, I'm sorry! I needed to get away from my room and I needed to go to the Secret Lake." I say,guiltly.
" It's still there, isn't it?" Fitz whispers walking through the leaves of the weeping willow and enters our special place. I follow him, watching him as he has flashbacks of the fun times we had here when we were younger.
" It's always been here, Fitz, you just need to know where to look." I tell him.
HIHI! I think this is the longest chapter I have ever written and I must say, I am really proud of myself! I am super tired today sooo I am sorry if it was horrible. So my friend is making a story also and it is a Sokeefe story so go check it out! here is the link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/270287150-sokeefe-love-a-sokeefe-story. So please keep reading and commenting and voting and I'll see you soon!
